Realm

Unspoken

Bear this in mind,
It was meant to be
But now I'm doubting myself
Through lack of sleep and words really
There's reasons why we met
There's reasons why you came into my life
There's reasons for everything
Will be at the last place we hung out that evening
Will be there alone
Because you won't be there
Because I don't matter to you anymore
Because you erased me from your heart
Because you erased all the memories we had together
Because I'm nothing and I will never be anything to you
Because you consider me as toxic
Before you actually get to know me and everything I've been through
There's reasons why I don't talk to people
There's reasons why over sensitive
There's reasons why I give so much of my time away
There's reasons why I care so much but care little for myself
There's reasons why I cut a lot of people off
But did you know?
Found your number the other day
Placed it back into my phone
But too afraid to reach out
You have to reach out first
But I know you won't though
You don't care
You never did
I don't think so
To be loved and to be loved
All I can do is that these arms were made for loving you
I want to love like how you made me feel
Beginning to understand that love doesn't exist
Between broken fragments
Missing puzzle pieces
Broken will always be there
Unconsumed
If I don't got you, then I got nobody at all
Unwritten words