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Heartbroken

Once upon a time,
There was a guy,
You looked me in the eye and called me beautiful,
I said I wasn't and you kept telling me I was beautiful,
I didn't believe you
I've never had anyone tell me I was beautiful
I've never had anyone tell me they loved me before,
Not even from my mother
I was there when you said 'forever and always'
Was I out of line ?
Did I say something hurtful?
But knowing you don't want anything to do with me
It's becoming quite clear
Here's the silence that cuts me to the core.
I stare at the phone
He still hasn't called or messaged
You still can't feel anything at all
I stare out the window at the raindrops
What a dreary week!
I didn't mean any harm but everything has been said and done
You won't get it
You'll just walk away and assume I'm okay when I'm breaking on the inside
Please back up,
Even through the hesitation,
You still walk away,
You still give up,
But you said you wouldn't give up,
Did you forget everything?
Did you forget about me altogether?
Did you forget about our nice hikes?
Did you forget who I was?
Did you forget the special memories we had together?
I still exist
I still matter
I'm still a person
I still have my feelings
I still have a little of hope
But knowing you don't hurts the most