Realm

Diamonds in the Rough

I've always hid my face
I've always maintained a sense of whatever
People view me as okay and highly functionable
While I refuse to speak most of the time
While I try my hardest to be okay
My hearts shattered into many pieces
Broken fragments on the ground
Tip toeing
Trying not to step on those pieces
Unsure how to believe in myself
Trying to get inspiration through music
Allowing these thoughts to take over
Allowing the heartbreak
Feeling defeated
Those true feelings
Will never be heard
I have to find you but I'm afraid to find you
I have to be truthful but I'm afraid to in real life
You won't understand
You won't get it
You'll laugh at me
Been laughed at all my life
I hide who I am and the confessions within
But that chapter will remain undrafted and unpublished
If you only knew what I tell my co workers
There's a lot of broken in my heart
Don't normally let people in as much as I let you in
Don't normally tell invite people into my home
Don't normally allow others -
I never let anyone see me break down in tears
I hide that from the world
But you saw that
I didn't hide that from you
Those were true feelings
I trusted you and I still do
Don't normally let many in
And when I do
Just know
I really care about you