~Most beautiful in the world~ Oscar/Arthur

Chapter 13

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"His values ​​are not good, but not bad either. It's better than yesterday. We would like to try first how your values ​​react without the feeding tube and then with normal food. We are not sending you to the hospital because it got better than yesterday. But we need to check this again on Sunday. We would like to see what your body does if you are eating on your own. Preferably three times a day. Breakfast, lunch and dinner. Snacks would also be good for your body." Says the woman and Arthur looks at her with slightly wide eyes when she mentions how much he has to eat.

"I will try." Says Arthur and leans back against Oscar.

He's tired. Arthur has no energy left in his body. After Oscar succeeded in calming Arthur down, the boy didn't talk till the doctor walked inside.

Oscar lay down on the control bed with Arthur and Arthur slept in his arms for over an hour. He was restless, but Oscar was happy that he gets some rest.

Oscar, Lorenzo and Charles barely spoke while Arthur was sleeping. They are all shocked about what happened and all they can think about is how Arthur begged to let him go, how much Arthur wanted to leave and that he doesn't want any of this.

"Can I race?" Asks Arthur, and he feels the tension in room.

"I'm not sure if that's a good idea, Arthur." Says the woman.

"But you said that if I don't have to go to the hospital, then I can race." Says Arthur.

"Your values are not on the level we like, but they aren't so low as yesterday."

"So, if I eat, then I can race?" Asks Arthur and the woman nods.

"It's your decision, and from your team." She says and Arthur nods and looks at Lorenzo.

"Can you tell Yannick that I will race. And that I want to talk with him about this." Says Arthur, and sees how his older brother is looking at him. He doesn't agree and Arthur knows that.

"You sure?" Asks Lorenzo and Arthur nods.

"Yes I am." Says Arthur, and Lorenzo picks up his phone.

"My assistant will help me get the tube out later." She stands up and when Arthur nods, she walks out of the room.

Everyone stays silent and Arthur looks at all their faces. No one looked at him.

"I know that you don't agree, but I really want this. I feel fine."

"I will allow this, because you promised us that you would eat. It doesn't have to be big, because I know that it is hard for you. But if something happens to you in the car, I will never forgive myself that. " Says Charles, and Arthur looks him in his eyes.

"I can't do as much as she says." Says Arthur.

"Then I have to be really harsh, but I'm not allowing you to go in the car then." Says Charles.

"You don't have a say in that. I can make my own decision." Says Arthur

"What will happen if you faint in the car?" Asks Charles and Arthur stays silent.

"I'm not asking for much. But you heard her, you need to eat. Your values are still not good. But you have to eat, and we will do this together. We don't want a repeat of last time. " Says Charles, and Arthur shook his head.

"I know that I have to eat, but I can't." Says Arthur and grabs Oscar's hand.

"The thought of food, makes me want to throw up and I hate it." Says Arthur, and Oscar holds him close.

"But whole meals are so much." Says Arthur, and Lorenzo sits down next to Arthur.

"We want to help you. We have no idea what you are going through. You have to talk with us about it, tell us how you feel. We can eat together so that you're not alone. You don't have to eat whole meals, we see that it is difficult. A smoothie can give you a lot of nutrients that you need. So I think that is a good start and if you can, then you can take little bites next to it. Some fruit, or the eggs you like. It doesn't matter, if you only take a few bites is a step to the right path."