~Most beautiful in the world~ Oscar/Arthur

Chapter 30

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Arthur walked towards the motorhomes, and he stares at the familiar one of Oscar, he has been here too many times already.

He swallows and then walks towards the door. He has to do this. He needs to know the truth.

"Hey." Says Oscar when he opens the door and sees Arthur standing there. He looked in shock at Arthur who awkwardly stand there.

"Hi, can I come in?" Asks Arthur, and Oscar goes to the side to let Arthur in.

"Thank you." Whispers Arthur and he walks inside. He feels his hand tremble and it sweats.

"Are you okay? I heard you were in the hospital." Says Oscar and Arthur takes a deep breath.

"That's not what I'm here for." Says Arthur.

"Okay." Says Oscar, and he sits down and Arthur sits on the other side. Arthur has his hands together and he looks everywhere but at Oscar. Why did he do this? He wants to go.

Arthur lets out a sign and he places his head in his hands.

"I don't even know where to start, Oscar." Says Arthur, and he hears the shaking breath of Oscar.

"You ask me everything and I will be honest, I promise." Says Oscar, and Arthur looks up.

"Why? What did I do wrong?" Asks Arthur, and then he sees the tears forming in Oscar's eyes.

Funny how he's the one almost crying and Arthur didn't cry once about this.

"You didn't, it was me who did wrong. Arthur, you really are everything I ever wanted. Gosh, I really thought you were the one for me." Says Oscar, and Arthur's heart started to beat faster.

"That's a lie." Says Arthur.

"It isn't, I really thought you were. But then I got closer with Logan and-" Oscar signs and held a hand through his hair.

"I'm such a fool to let my feelings speak and not my head."

"Did you already like Logan when we started dating?"

"No, I swear Arthur, I didn't. Yes, we were friends but I didn't had feelings for him. It started later."

"When?" Asks Arthur and he sees the pain in Oscar's eyes.

"In the summer break 2021." Says Oscar and then Arthur's eyes widen. "I'm so sorry Arthur, we were drunk and I woke up next to Logan." Say's Oscar

"And then you have been fucking ever since?" Asks Arthur and Oscar nods slowly.

"Not immediately, I felt really bad and took some distance from Logan. But then it all got to much." Says Oscar.

"You lied to me for two years! Our relationship had been a lie for all those years Oscar!" Says Arthur, and Oscar shook his head.

"No! No Arthur, nothing was a lie. I love you, I really do and I did all the time. I love you so fucking much."

"Stop! You were fucking someone else, of course you didn't love me! You were playing with my feelings. God I fell in love with you while you were with Logan. I fell in love with you and- God."

Arthur stands up and bit his lip while he starts to pull his hair.

"You said you loved me, you're a liar!" Tears are forming in Arthur's eyes for the first time.

"Cause you never ever..... Ever did!"

"I did, baby-" Oscar stands up and grabs Arthur's arm, who pulls away and looks at Oscar with wide eyes. His breathing is hard and he struggles.