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"What do you mean?" Asks Oscar.
"It's unfair of me to say, I'm sorry." Says Arthur.
"No, Arthur, I want to know what you mean."
"You need all that time alone. I understand that McLaren is hard for you, but I need your time too. Sometimes I need that little bit of love, more than you give..." Arthur took a deep breath. "All I wanted was you there last night. Holding me and telling me that everything will be okay, that you're here for me, but your not."
"I'm here." Whispers Oscar.
"Right now, but not when it happens, not when I need you the most!" Says Arthur and Oscar let go of Arthur.
"I don't want to ask you for attention because I don't want you to feel forced to spend time with me. Even when I miss you, I will never force you or even ask, because I know you need your own time, especially on race weekends."
"I'm sorry you feel like that, but you know how important racing is to me."
"I understand, it is for me too. I never asked you to spend time with me. I asked if you had time free and that's not the same. I respect that you want the race weekends free from me."
"But you don't like it." Says Oscar and Arthur shrugs.
"That doesn't matter. Yes, I miss sleeping in one bed with you in bed or just cuddling. We have to be careful in the paddock and we never have the time to be together. It feels like ages ago that we really spent time together. It doesn't matter what I like or not, I want you to be happy."
"But it makes you unhappy?"
"No, not always. Yes, I miss you and need you more than I thought, but I can press that feeling away." Says Arthur, and he looks at their hands.
"I don't blame you for anything. But I can't lie to you and say that I don't miss you or need you more."
"You're right." Says Oscar, and Arthur looks at him.
"I'm selfish. I only think about how I need to get better and I didn't see how I let you down." Says Oscar and Arthur looks at the ground.
"F1 matters." Says Arthur, he feels bad for making Oscar feeling like this.
"It is, but you're more important than that, Art." Says Oscar and grabs Arthur's hand again.
"Let me try better. Let me be there for you." Whispers Oscar and Arthur nods.
"You don't have to say that, you know that. I know you always try your best." Whispers Arthur and Oscar nods.
"Which is bad, Arthur. You shouldn't forgive me so fast. I failed you." Says Oscar and Arthur looks at him.
"But I still love you." Says Arthur, and Oscar looks behind Oscar where he sees Logan standing there.
The American is looking at the couple and Oscar can only focus on him.
"I love you too." Says Oscar, not even looking at Arthur but at the boy behind him.
Arthur looks around and then sees Logan walking towards them.
"I need to talk with you." Says Logan, and Oscar looks at him with a frown.
"Like, right now." Says Logan and Oscar stood up.
"Uh okay, we can go to my motorhome." Says Oscar and Logan walks away in the direction of the motorhomes.
"I'll call you later, okay?" Says Oscar.
He walks away before Arthur could even react.
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"Come in." Says Oscar, and held the door open for Logan, the boy walks in and he closes the door.
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~Most beautiful in the world~ Oscar/Arthur
Fiksi PenggemarArthur found the love of his life, well he thought. Or how everyone thinks that Arthur and Oscar have an beautiful relationship but no one knows that Oscar found his love in someone else.
