Trigger warning: talking about eating disorder. (Doesn't want to eat)
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Fuck." Says Oscar and climbs off Logan's lap.
"Oscar?"
"One second!" Shouts Oscar and grabs Logan's arm.
"In the bathroom." Says Oscar softly while he is pressing Logan in there.
"But-"
"Quiet, Logan please." Whispers Oscar and looks at him with big eyes and Logan nods and Oscar slams the door closed behind him.
Oscar looks at himself in the mirror and fixes his hair and clothes. He walks towards his door and unlocks it to open the door.
"Could it take any longer?" Says Charles, and he laughs when he walks inside.
"I was changing, don't think you want to see that." Cuckles Oscar and looks at Charles eyes.
"No, leave that to my brother." Says Charles, and looks around before looking back at Oscar.
"Do you have time or are you busy?" Asks Charles, and Oscar looks at quite a serious looking Charles.
"I have time, everything okay?" Asks Oscar while he sits down on the sofa and Charles follows him.
"Yes, I just really wanted to talk to you." Says Charles and Oscar nods.
"It's about Arthur. And I know you think that I'm too protective of Arthur, but please hear me out." Says Charles and Oscar nods again.
"You are sometimes too protective." Says Oscar and Charles nods.
"I know, but I know that I have all the right to be. I have almost lost him once, not gonna let that happen again." Says Charles, and Oscar looks at the ground.
He knows that Arthur had a really hard time to recover from. He knows a few things about what happened, but not everything. Arthur doesn't like talking about it, so Oscar doesn't know the whole story.
"I know that my brother loves you, but you have been hurting him in the last few months and it's not sitting me well to see him so sad. And I know that this wasn't your intention, or at least I think so."
"He's sad because of me?"
"He misses you, and he won't say that, but I see it. I know that you are having a hard time with McLaren right now. And I really hope you can find your place there. But... Okay, this will sound really rude but I just have to know. Is McLaren the only reason you are staying away from Arthur?" Asks Charles, and Oscar looks at him and he feels his hands starting to shake.
"What?"
"You heard me." Says Charles
"I'm trying so hard to find my place in Mclaren. And I told Arthur that. I have told him that my focus lay with McLaren now and that I set my career at number one at this moment. He knows that. And it's only that," Says Oscar, and Charles nods.
"But all the night you have spent alone because you want to read your data. Didn't you feel lonely or find it hard when Arthur isn't there?"
"I need my focus and I won't have that when Arthur's around."
"Why not? He can do his own thing while you are busy?"
"Because when I'm with Arthur, I want to spend all my time with him, and not on working or reading. I want to give him the time he deserves and that I can't give him." Says Oscar and he sees how Charles softens his eyes.
"You hurt him when you were in America with Logan and didn't even call him or text him."
"I know, but I explained to him why. It was wrong of me, but I needed time away from my phone. I thought that he was away with Dennis, so I assumed that his attention wouldn't be on me."
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~Most beautiful in the world~ Oscar/Arthur
FanfictionArthur found the love of his life, well he thought. Or how everyone thinks that Arthur and Oscar have an beautiful relationship but no one knows that Oscar found his love in someone else.