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CHAPTER 28
irl"what changed since our last session?" asked miss watson.
"i am trying to reach nana and talk with her about all of this rollercoaster." replied amelia, looking at her therapist.
"very good job! i am glad you are giving yourself a chance to feel better." said miss watson with a smile.
amelia nodded, trying to feel comfortable in the chair.
"also matt and i have talked." pointed out amelia.
"what were you guys talking?"
"he was so cold on biology because apparently he knows i am doing therapy."
"how did it happen?"
"his brother nick, who is my friend, kinda spilled the beans."
"is matt agains the therapy?"
"no, he thinks therapy is vital. he is mad that i didn't tell him everything while i talked to nick."
"are you mad at nick for mentioning it to matt?" asked miss watson, noticing amelia's body language.
"i mean... i don't know. i think i should be, but in the same time i've wanted matt to know. he would be softer to me or something. however, in the time i think he has all rights to hate me."
"well, people are not that easy. yeah, he could be softer, however, he found out about therapy not from you. his brother told him, so matt gets colder more and more; because he wants to hear it from you. i am glad you trying to understand him, it's crucial too."
"do you think there are any ways i can get him become softer?"
"it's okay for matt feel that way or act like this, he needs answers."
"i wish i could give him the answers but i can't." scoffs amelia, looking through the window.
"do you think if you tell matt about your therapy sessions, you will feel somehow better?" asked carefully miss watson.
"yeah, i would tell him what i feel and he wouldn't be so confused. maybe after i would stop hate myself about lying to him." sobs amelia.
"it means that the solution is to talk with matt. i am not saying to tell him the real reason why you broke up with him. you can start simply about your emotions. you can explain to him why you had a panic attack or why did you lose weight or why you have nightmares."
"no, no,no. i will simply tell him what is going on and my mom will ruin everyone i like. i will never do it." refused amelia.
"once again, i am telling you talk about your emotions. like tell him you have nightmares because how bad was your break up. like you lost weight because you wanna disappear after reading rude comments from his fans." offered miss watson, looking at her patient.
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BLACK HEART- matt sturniolo
Romantik𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 Matt didn't like the idea of him and his brothers going to boarding school until he makes friends, goes to parties, and meets Amelia. A girl who doesn't believe in love, likes to be sad, and best friends with dark humor. The last 2...