I am always lying to myself but I never end up believing the lies.
I tell myself he loves you and he wants you. Never acts on it
Shouldn't their actions show what they want?
Having guys tell me I'm beautiful but they can't be you.
They will never be you. They can't stop the feelings I grew to love
They can't change who and what I love.
They will never be able to change my opinion on you.
I know you, you know me more than I know myself,
I fell so far in love.
You claim you're not enough but you're my dream.
I never believed in having someone who meant the world.
I never knew what to say to you so I remained silent.
My loved filled words fall flat around my throat.
Knowing that you can't feel the same, I tried
To change how I felt but you're always on my mind
Never leaving my thoughts
I think loving you is slowly killing me.
I know what I want from you and that's your love, honesty,
You can't forget time.
What happened to make time for the things that you love?
You make time for them but not me?
What in the hell happened to I love you?!?
Why can't you let me love the way you should loved?
I only want you, us but I know my dreams can't become my reality.
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PoetryHello, I don't write to inform you or to show you my life story. I write to show that you can move on from the past and let go. The only way you can move on it is to forgive yourself and the people who have hurt your soul. I write for the damaged, t...
