Okay, my whole life I never knew who I was and how to be myself.
Being depressed makes me uncomfortable.
Falling in love with myself completely terrifies me, what if I don't like who I really am? What if the me I know falls apart, what is left behind for myself?
Allowing myself to feel is terrifying, what if I hate myself? how can I move on from love I never had from anyone around me including myself? How I can I fix all the broken pieces of myself not knowing who I am? I'm sorry I didn't wait long enough between you and him and never knowing what I would do.
I'm truly sorry I was looking to love myself through you, that's so jaded. I'm sorry for my pretty lies, I'm everything I never wanted. I wish I could love myself through your eyes and understand my own self-expressions.
I'm sorry as I say to myself through the mirror, I will give us one more shot. Im not alright, nor will I be just fine. Life goes through all of us, even when we lie.
I lost my mind when I couldn't feel who I was or who I was becoming. Becoming someone who wasn't beautiful in their skin, feeling less than myself.
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PoetryHello, I don't write to inform you or to show you my life story. I write to show that you can move on from the past and let go. The only way you can move on it is to forgive yourself and the people who have hurt your soul. I write for the damaged, t...
