the blur of a person

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When I see myself, I don't see a face; I see a blur of someone who I was. I don't know who I am or how I feel with myself. I feel so not hollow but lack comfort in myself. I'm so lost yet I'm so sure on what I am and what I want to be when I'm gray and old. I know I want to be successful and to be so proud of what I have done; yet I have no idea on what I'm doing with my time. I know for a fact that I'm lying to myself but I don't know what I believe in when it comes to my autism or my own mental health issues.

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