I'm getting attached to him, I didn't want to. Im too soft for just sex, I need the emotional attention, the emotional Intimacy. I need more, I want and crave a relationship with him. I highly doubt he would even give me that. Like he said, it's just sex or said in the heat of the moment. I want more than just physical shit, I want to go on dates and hangout when we both have days off. I want to have him home for dinner and to build more. I just want someone to take me as I am and to love me. I have standards and he just so happens to meet all of them.....
I know that he doesn't want a relationship, at least I'm pretty sure he doesn't. He asked for a sleepover and that means a lot to me but I don't think he means it that way. I think I'm getting my hopes up. I would rather have him all to myself sexually then not at all. What am I gonna do if I just so happen to fall for him?
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PoetryHello, I don't write to inform you or to show you my life story. I write to show that you can move on from the past and let go. The only way you can move on it is to forgive yourself and the people who have hurt your soul. I write for the damaged, t...