Fallin in again

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I'm getting attached to him, I didn't want to. Im too soft for just sex, I need the emotional attention, the emotional Intimacy. I need more, I want and crave a relationship with him. I highly doubt he would even give me that. Like he said, it's just sex or said in the heat of the moment. I want more than just physical shit, I want to go on dates and hangout when we both have days off. I want to have him home for dinner and to build more. I just want someone to take me as I am and to love me. I have standards and he just so happens to meet all of them.....

I know that he doesn't want a relationship, at least I'm pretty sure he doesn't. He asked for a sleepover and that means a lot to me but I don't think he means it that way. I think I'm getting my hopes up. I would rather have him all to myself sexually then not at all. What am I gonna do if I just so happen to fall for him? 

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