I'm the monster

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I wish I could take back what I said to you. Knowing what I said was a lie. I never meant for this to happen, I just knew that you were completely different from everyone else. I abused you like a drug. I fucked you over on purpose because it was easier for me to show you that I was a monster then to express that I had messed up. I didn't want to show you the monster that I have inside of me

. You 're the antidote that got me by for a short period of time. I'm sorry, I never meant to be so cruel to you. I knew better but it was like a game for me until I realized that the reason I was acting this way was because I have severe intimacy issues. 

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