I wish I could take back what I said to you. Knowing what I said was a lie. I never meant for this to happen, I just knew that you were completely different from everyone else. I abused you like a drug. I fucked you over on purpose because it was easier for me to show you that I was a monster then to express that I had messed up. I didn't want to show you the monster that I have inside of me
. You 're the antidote that got me by for a short period of time. I'm sorry, I never meant to be so cruel to you. I knew better but it was like a game for me until I realized that the reason I was acting this way was because I have severe intimacy issues.
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PoetryHello, I don't write to inform you or to show you my life story. I write to show that you can move on from the past and let go. The only way you can move on it is to forgive yourself and the people who have hurt your soul. I write for the damaged, t...
