track #2: blast off

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june 11th, 2021 at 10:47pm.

it's complicated when i have no where to go.
the minute i get angry,
i can't imagine calming down,
anytime soon.
everything irritates me,
and i want to escape so badly,
into my world,
where no ones around.
i sometimes have cries of help,
but i never make them clear.
people i care about pass by,
and i always wonder why,
but at the same time,
i know i'm to blame,
since i always lock myself in.
i just can't help it, u know?
i let my thoughts orbit around me in slow motion.
i gather what they say,
i wonder if they're brave,
to tell me more,
and hurt me forevermore.
i have scars,
from the past, present & future.
i blast off,
to my planet alone,
and i push away the clouds of emotions,
bury the heart of my beholder,
close the curtains,
to the tallest tower,
and i listen to my music for hours.
wrote it down,
let it all out,
and i still blast off,
with no idea when i'll return.
i know life will always get me hurt,
but i just need a break from planet earth.
i'll see u soon.

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