track #8: pessimistic optimistic

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july 22nd, 2021 at 10:33am.

i can tell u feel down.
u think you're not good enough,
but i see u clearly,
and i can tell it's just a lie.
so blind,
u can't see anything,
but i knew that was the point.
stuck in a mist,
i'm over here,
confessing everything,
being truthful,
saying you're beautiful,
you're amazing,
i love u,
but u say it's not enough.
wake up!
it is true.
please listen,
why can't u listen?
why can't u?
u tell me in return,
and i shut down completely.

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i feel down right now.
crossfires or crossroads,
i'm always stuck in the middle,
and u can't help me.
i overthink everything and nothing.
anything,
coming,
going,
it scares me all the time.
i rationalize everything.
it helps me most times,
but in other situations,
it takes me down my rabbit hole,
of pessimism & there's no escape.
u pull me out half way,
but i still see,
that version of me,
that is so far down,
i see him from all the way up here,
and i'm so sorry for him.
i promise other days,
it won't always be like this.
but when those days do hit,
i know you will make it through.

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