track #9: truthfully speaking

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june 10th, 2021 at 1:38pm.

i wanna be honest since day one.
i could never lie to u,
and i could never act in any other way,
just for u to like me & say,
"you're just my type of guy."
they tell me that,
without even trying.
i am being myself.
a rarity,
always with a clarity,
of what i want,
since i know what to say.
from the beginning,
nobody ever proved me wrong.
everyone,
including u,
have failed to see me clearly.
i spoke my truth,
and u thought i was crazy.
that's what it takes these days i guess.
someone speaks up,
say how they feel,
and they get shot down so quickly.
it isn't real.
feelings aren't there for a reason.
if u only want me this season,
i'm sorry to disappoint.
i want something long term.
someone out there deserves my heart,
when the time is right.
i'm not a meal,
for u to bite & throw out of your sight.
i'm immortal.
my ghost will always linger.
made an impact on your life,
open your eyes to something bright.
u let me go,
he let me go,
they all let me go.
all i did was speak the truth.
was it really that intimidating to u?

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