may 25th, 2021 at 7:54pm.
it's mostly a blur.
but i still remember the shiver,
i got down my spine,
when u said it was the end.
it wasn't anything new to u.
i believe u knew,
the kind of guy i really was.
i was willing to try everything.
from fighting to waiting,
hoping & thinking,
you'll be back soon,
until the hope ran out,
from the inside of my hourglass.
i got tired,
and i saw the real u.
a grand reveal,
and there was no going back,
from what i witnessed & discovered.
i hate to see myself,
in the looking glass inside my head.
visions of me,
going to war for u,
and expecting u to think,
maybe what we had was true.
what am i thinking?
he is the one.
but all u wanted was someone,
to continue pleasing u,
stroking your ego under the moon,
wasting company,
when there's already someone new.
u wouldn't understand.
u had to convince yourself,
whatever it takes,
to replace me & leave me,
for someone u never wanted.
but he's there for a reason,
soon there will be treason,
and we'll both be exiled from your world soon.
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planet virgo | ALBUM1
Poetryin virgowriting's debut album, he talks about events that happened before speak up's creation. a winter fling left the poet's heart in pieces and he wondered if he'll ever get over, what felt like it could've been real love. escaping to a world he c...
