sometime in 2021...
it's hard when u feel like the world around u is crumbling.
u put on a pretty face,
say that everything is okay,
because sometimes there isn't anyone to talk to.
u feel like you've had enough.
and that the few people around u have had enough.
talking about it constantly won't change a thing,
and my heart still stings,
when it thinks of u and everything i had,
and lost,
so quickly and rapidly.
letting u go and throwing u out of my world was a hard thing to do.
u don't deserve the world,
and u don't deserve my acceptance.
i'm angry that we didn't work,
and i'm scared it'll take me light years to get over u.
it's fucked up.
feelings making u believe that everything is ruined,
and that moving on,
is the first step,
but it's so far out of reach,
i don't think i'm halfway there yet.
a thousand steps to barely complete one.
look at what you've done.
it's okay i guess.
it'll just take time.
it always does.
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planet virgo | ALBUM1
Poetryin virgowriting's debut album, he talks about events that happened before speak up's creation. a winter fling left the poet's heart in pieces and he wondered if he'll ever get over, what felt like it could've been real love. escaping to a world he c...
