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Ep 7

Three weeks had passed, and Mon was facing the worst days of her pregnancy. Constant morning sickness made her lose a lot of weight. She wasn't eating much and spent half of her days sleeping. Sleeping was the only thing keeping her sane during this period of her life. The doctor explained to her that everything she was feeling is very common during the first stages of her pregnancy but she was hating it. Sam was doing everything she can to help her wife, but there was not much she could do. Mon did enjoy getting the extra love from her wife but still, at times the morning sickness would take over everything. They still hadn't shared the news yet, they opted to wait a few more weeks just to be on the safe side. Mon had to cancel most of her shoots because of her condition hoping to get better before her belly starts to show.

Today they were her second appointment, only this time they were hoping to hear the heartbeat. Mon was eight weeks pregnant now, her hormones had been changing drastically. Her breast was getting bigger (Sam was loving that part), and their baby was the size of a bean but Mon's belly was still invisible. Besides the morning sickness Mon's pregnancy was going well so far, the baby was growing big and healthy.

Doctor; Are you ready to hear the most beautiful sound? - Sam and Mon nodded happily!
The Doctor put the volume up and the most beautiful and loud heartbeat echoed through the clinic room. Mon's eyes filled with tears while Sam smiled happily while hugging Mon.
Doctor; the heart sounds great. - she smiled and the two emotional mommy's to be.
Sam; this is o beautiful! - Sam cleaned Mon's tears which wouldn't stop coming down her face. They were supper happy to finally be able to hear that their baby's heart is there and it's okay!

After the appointment, Mon accompanied Sam to her Company. Sam had taken the day off but needed to sign some documents that needed to be delivered asap. While they were there Mon quietly waited for her and when she was done they went out to eat.
Sam ate while Mon tried her best to keep her stomach happy by only eating fruits and a salad. Sam didn't like the fact that Mon wasn't eating well and she was praying every day for his phase of the pregnancy to go away soon.

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As the weeks went by Mon's morning sickness started to get better. She started to eat some things that she wasn't able to in the beginning!
Now Mon was in her second trimester fifteen weeks pregnant, the baby is the size of a pear. Her belly was still invisible in other's eyes but the couple was able to notice the changes on Mon's body. There was a tiny bump that Sam loved to kiss and hug, especially at night.

Their family and friends were so happy with the news, and they constantly showered them with neutral baby clothes since they didn't know their gender yet. Mon was being treated like a princess and she couldn't complain, she was loving everything! Now she was able to finally enjoy the pregnancy without her constant morning sickness.

Sam was super protective of Mon before but now with the baby, she was overly protective of both! Mon didn't mind but there were moments that Sam's behavior would make her angry. For example; ever since they found out about the baby Sam has hardly touched Mon sexually because she was scared it would hurt or upset the baby. Mon has tried to explain to her that it doesn't work the way she was thinking but Sam has set her mind to do everything right and wants to be too cautious. As a result, Mon constantly gets angry at her wife for not giving what she's asking for! With the pregnancy Mon's hormones have been all over the place, her mood swings, and her sex drive has been off the roof. She's been longing for her wife's love and body more than before but Sam is being too protective and hard-headed. Today was one of those days!

It was 4 am on a Saturday; Mon was still up, she couldn't sleep. She felt restless and hot/uncomfortable while Sam was sleeping peacefully next to her. Mon showered and drank lots of cold water but nothing was helping. She kept turning from one side to another and take woke up her wife.
Sam; What happened, babe? Is the baby okay? Are you feeling okay? - Sam asked worried because it was unusual for Mon to be up this early -
Mon; Yes, the baby is okay Sam - she rolled her eyes -
Sam; then why are you up this early?
Mon; Because I'm not tired. I want to stay up!
Sam; but you need to sleep. It's not good for the baby if you don't get any rest. The doctor said the baby will feel everything you are feeling. - Mon gave her the death stare whiles she was saying that. Mon felt her whole body boiling while hearing those words from Sam. -
Mon; I'm glad you remember that Sam! Because our baby is angry right now. Me and the baby have been angry at you for the past week and you haven't noticed! I'm so angry that I can feel the blood inside my body run like lava. I'm so angry at you that I'm thinking of going to my parent's house for the weekend. I'm so angry Sam, and I'm not sure if you are acting like you can't see it or you are just blind. - Sam's eyes as wide open when she heard the part where Mon wanted to go to her parent's house -
Sam; Babe, take a deep breath okay, I'm here you can talk to me. I don't want to feel angry at me - she pouted and Mon rolled her eyes - What did I do? - Sam knew what had been bothering Mon, but she was also trying her best to keep it together. She just didn't want to hurt the baby!
Mon; You've been a bad wife this past week, I'm hating you so much right now. You are not giving me what I want! We are only four months into this pregnancy and I can't go five more months in this situation.
Sam; babe if you are talking about sex you know where I stand. I'm scared for our baby. - Sam
was so calm. She has maintained well while Mon's hormones change every day - How about on our next appointment we talk about this topic with our doctor? Yes? - Mom's breathing was getting heavier and heavier as Sam continued to talk. - Let's sleep and tomorrow I will schedule an appointment with her.
Mon; NO! - Mom exploded- I'M GOING TO MY PARENT's HOUSE NOW! - Mon got out of bed and went inside the closet to grab her bag while Sam followed her worried!
Sam; Mon! Stop acting childish and go back to bed. - Sam didn't realize what she had said - It's 4 in the morning your parents are sleeping! We can talk about it tomorrow
Mon; NO! - Mon's eyes were full of tears while she was picking her stuff - I DON'T WANT TO LOOK AT YOU! - Sam took a deep breath and tried to grab Mon by her wrists but Mon refused to go with her.
Sam; Mon look at me - Sam was calm - babe look at me now! - Mon stopped packing and started crying out loud and that made Sam worry and hugged her immediately while Mon was sobbing - Mon, please stop crying. Shhh! I'm here. - she tried to calm her wife down!

After what felt like an eternity, Sam was finally able to calm her down. She brought her to bed and sat next to her while caressing her back.

Sam: I'm sorry for making you cry, babe. I'm just scared! I miss you a lot but in my head, anything will do will hurt the baby. - she looked at Mon whose face was swollen after crying for so long - Please, don't get mad at me.
Mon; too late, I'm mad already! I'm not sleeping here in the same bed with you anymore. - she crossed her arms and turn her head to face the other way. She looked like a five-year-old after a mom told her she couldn't have ice cream. Sam found that so cute and let out a giggle which made Mon even angrier! - YOU ARE LAUGHING AT ME SAM ? - she turns to Sam angry
Sam; No babe, you look so cute! You are cute, I would never laugh at you! - Mon looked away - Please look at me.
Mon; I want you to go sleep in the guest room!
Sam; okay, tell me what you want babe! - Sam finally gave up, the thought of sleeping away from Mon made her scared! - Tell me what you want and I will give it to you! - Mon's eyes were full of passion when she heard those words -
Mon; you mean it? - Mon looked at Sam like a dog who hasn't seen food in ages!
Sam: Yes little lady! But, - Mon hugged and kissed Sam excited- but, we are going to take it slow. I will do everything and you don't do too much. Any wrong movement we are done! And I mean it Mon - Mon rolled her eyes - I mean it Mon! I don't want to hurt you or the baby! You understand Mon ? -
Mon; but I don't want to just stay still, I want to touch you too! - Mon pouted -
Sam; NO! you are still early in the pregnancy. It's this way or we stop - she knew Mon would give in
Mon- Okay, we will see! - she smirked -
Sam; Mon! I'm being serious - she warned her!
Mon; Okay old lady, let's stop talking now -

Mon took her nightgown quickly and started to kiss Sam roughly. Sam also missed Mon a lot, but she was just scared things would go wrong.

Mon helped Sam take off her shirt and their hands started to move around each other's body. Sam was trying to be gentle with Mon, but her wife seemed to be in a hurry. She smiled while Mon was kissing her passionately. Mon pushed Sam closer to her and Sam's hands grabbed her breast firmly, and Mon let out a grunt which made Sam stop quickly. The heat of the moment made Sam forget that Mon's body had changed with the pregnancy - especially her breast - so she was extra sensitive in some areas. But when she stopped Mon complained.
Mon; why did you Stop - she was breathing heavily while Sam just stared at her -
Sam; You let out a grunt. That means it hurt!
Mon; it didn't! I was just surprised! - Mon tried to kiss Sam again but she stopped her -
Sam; No! You seemed uncomfortable!
Mon; I wasn't! I was just surprised, babe. It's been a while so it's okay. Let's continue - she hugged her but Sam stopped her again -
Sam; Maybe we should wait until we talk to the Doctor Mon, - she sighed - I don't want to hurt you - Mon took a deep sigh while looking at her wife. She was so mad! -
Mon; Okay! - but Sam knew that okay wasn't "okay"! She knew her wife!
Sam; babe? please. - she tried to hug Mon but instead, Mon got up and took her night gown, and dressed herself! - what are you doing?
Mon; I'm going to sleep in one of the guest room today and when I wake up I will go to my parent's house since my wife doesn't want me!
Sam; Mon, that's not it. - Sam put on the shirt and went close to Mon! - You need to understand my side too!
Mon; Yes, I am trying to understand but I don't - Mon's started to tear up while talking - You don't touch me like you use to. What do you think is going through my head when you do that? Huh? - Mon raised her voice - IM CARRYING OUR CHILD FOR GOD SAKE! I'VE BEEN A MESS AND YOU KNOW IT! - she wiped her own tears before Sam could touch her face! - YOU ARE MAKING ME FEEL BAD! IM STARTING TO FEEL INSECURE!
Sam; babe, I'm sorry - she tried to hold Mon's hand and calm her down -
Mon: NO! - she looked at Sam - I'm going to the guest room. If you come after me I going to leave to my parents now and you won't stop me. I want to be alone! Please!

Mon grabbed her pillow (she grabbed Sam's pillow) and left for the guest room. Sam wanted to respect her wife's wishes this time, but she was worried that she would cry all night. She waited about twenty minutes and went to check which of the room she picked! She tried to open the door of one of the guest rooms and saw it was looked - she sighed and went back to her room.

Sam didn't like the fact that her wife was mad at her but she let it be before she made things worse! Mon's morning sickness was gone but her hormones were the new thing Sam had to deal with!
Sam made a promise to herself to try and fix things earlier and tried to sleep!

Author note;

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