Living with a lifestealer

Two similar voices

I finally joined my spot after a long day , i putted my head on the pillow and closed my eyes slowly willing to have a good night sleep but the thoughts never let go of me

I still have this two voices on my head , the voice of Mina telling « Maybe you can't find peace on your enviroment but you can search peace on your mind »and

Lolitta « I know my dear but by the time you will realise that you can't deal with everything by your own »

I am confused , i can't clear my mind , this thougths are hunting me while lying in bed

I am starting to question my life , is there something wrong with me and with my life ? Why peaople think i am not capable of dealing with things by my own ?

I wanted to relax and get a nice bath because my brain stopped functioning , i needed to review my life and the things that i am doing in that moment

Bubbles covering all my body , my skin became soft , i feel like i am above the sky

I stopped thinking and i was in a quiet place for a while , it felt so good and refreching

At the end i almost close my eyes and drown , swimming under the water , i almost fall asleep so i wore my clothes and joined my bed again

I woke up , took care of everything and drove my kids to school

It's the first day of the semester , they are so thrilled to meet their friends again but so bored when they think about homework

It 's normal at that age to not like school , they just need some time to grow up and know the importance of education and that's for me and their dad to figure it out

I went to the supermarket across the street , so close from where i live , to buy grociers for home

After buying everything , i left the supermarket with a lot of bags on my hand and try to harry up so i can put them on the back of the car , one of the beg fall out so a gentel man helped me and picked them up for me

He even offered to help me set them on the car so i said thank you :

- Thank you so mush , that's so kind of you

- Not a problem , take care of yourself

- You know people are always on harry nowadays , you can't even find the time to rest , i have never saw you around ! , are you new in this neighbourhood ?

- Yea , you can say that , anyway i am heeding to another place , i see you around have a good day

- You too

I didn't finish my senstence and he's gone already , he seemed so strange , like he's hiding something but it's just a first impression maybe something is wrong with me

I have always had trust issues , maybe it all started when i cought my ex husband cheating on me

I trusted him blindly but he took advantage of it and stubbed me on the back

It's anceint history , i don't think about it all the time , the pain never left my chest but i learned to live with it inside

A new coffe shop opened near our place , i brought my computer with me and all the papers that i need to start working on the case

I ordred my regular Matcha Green Tea Latte and begin to write the tasks that i need to fulfill for this assignment

The first thing that i had to do was to speak to that girl's best friend and see if i can get some information from her

I invited her for a coffe , i found her social media and sent her my location on a DM hoping that she will come

I was afraid that she wont come and she would be the kind of pearson that refuses to talk with a journalist , that's what makes a job of journalist hard but in the same time i am passionate about what i am doing

I get to learn new things everyday and to be part of intressting stories everytime

I waited for 1 hour to get a response , she finally texted me and i can't even describe my joy

She came to the location and i raised my hand so i can show her the table

I welcomed her with a smile and shaked her hand :

- Hi , i am Kalie , i am a journalist and i work for the newspaper El Pais , i am so thankful that you came here to talk to me , What's your name ?

- I am Martina , nice to meet , i am a fan of your work , my dad likes to read your newpapers everymorning !

- Wow that's great , i am so honored ! , you may wonder why i asked you to come here and i am here to answer all the questions marks on your head don't worry but i need you to help me through that process

- Of course , i will do anything to find my dear friend Elina ( hiding her tears and waping them slowly )

- I will never abandon this case and i will do my best to find her , did you notice any changes on Elina's life lately because you said in the report that this she wasn't feeling ok this past two weeks