Living with a lifestealer

The unbelievable

I need to take care of the case before i go to Paris to prepare my self for a new path for my carer

I am so excited that i forgot to tell Mina about this beautiful news

So i called her :

- Hi , how are you doing ? i hope you're not busy and i interreptued on your work

- No , don't worry , i took a break for the weak and then i will go back to work

- That's great i am happy for you , have fun and get red of the stress

- That's exactly what i am planning to do , and you , you must be having good news that's why you called , come on tell me !

- I am going to Paris for a great oppurtinity , i am working with a famous agence there , i have to stay for a month

- I knew you are awesome and you will eventually get what you want , i am so proud of you , and the kids , they are going to stay with their dad ?

When she asked me that question , i didn't know what to respond , i was thinking about only work and things to be done and forgot that i have other responsabilities to take care of

She knew there was something with me because i was quiet so she said with a tragic voice :

- He did it again right ? , you have to speak up for your right , is the divorce just about papers or an acts ?

- Please , i don't want to go through the past again

- Ok i am not going to say anything , girl you did it !

- Paris , here i come !!

After calling Mina , i joined my desk , prepared a frech orange juice to wake me up and opened the computer

I opened the wardrobe to look at the drawing that i did for the case , each one of them is well organised , i putted the faces on the wall

Thz people that are suspected and the conversations that i had with them

I like to play the game of the detective and to borow their mind for a minute so i can solve this vomplicated case and find answers for my questions

This is so exhausting , i made dinner for Liv and Rita and went straight to bed

My eyes refuses to be open , my legs hurts from walking and the thoughts steal hunts me in my dreams

I wished to not have another nightmare before going to sleep

I was thinking about the missing girl Elina , is she okay ? , is she sleeping well ? did she eat something today ? but i can't know that , no one has an idea about what this poor girl has been through

I closed my eyes for a while , slept on my back , sometimes doing meditation helps me before bed

I have imagined myself in a garden full of flowers , birds smilling at me , the sky is blue like the ocean and the sun is shining , bright like usual

After that I found myself in my girls bedroom , i don't know how i got their , something moved under their bed , i saw a large and big snake and i had to protect them so i jumped on them

A small hand touched mine , it felt so real , it was real that time !

I wasn't dreaming , everything turned from blurry to clear , Liv and Rita where so freaked out about the way i jumped on them so i had to lie

I told them it was a joke , i wanted to wake them up and go prepare breakfast

I went to the kitchen , i opened the fridge to get three bananas and make them capcakes as an apology for scaring them

I was holding a fork and my hand started shaking i couldn't stop myself

The words keeps going through my mind , i started to think about getting help from someone

A few hours later , i had a phone call from an unknown pearson , i don't actually respond to calls from someone that i don't know but then i had another call from the same pearson so i responded

- Hello

- Hi , i am so sorry to bother you , am i talking to Kalie ?

- Yes you are ( with a strange voice )

- I am Elina's mom , i wanted to meet you in pearson if you are free

- May i ask you where you find my number ?

- I talked with Martina and she told me a lot about you , i would like to speak with someone who can help me find my daughter

- All right , you can send me the location i will come right now !

It was surprising , to receive a call from her

It actually helps me a lot to talk to her because i get to know Elina's life more clear

It is sad , i don't have the time to think about myself for a second , i should take care of everything at the same time

I am so tired of this routine , something needs to change in my life