Living with a lifestealer

Struggling inside

- It's so simple just dont be , you can ask me anything

- Can i leave the kids with you while i am gone

- Of course you can , i would be mad if you didn't ask me first

- Thank you , you're the best

- You look tired , you need to go have fun , do shopping with Mina for your trip , enjoy your life , you only live once and don't waste your time only for work

- You are right , i am worrying about my mental health and the improvement of my situation day after day

- You still have nightmares at night right ?

- I do but it is not just that , i am anxious most of the time and i sleepwalk at night , i couldn't tell that to Liv or Rita when i jumped on them that night thinking there was a snake under the bed , i think i am going crazy !

- No you are not , you are just tired of all the responsability ( starting to play with my hair to calm me down )

In that moment , the door opened and i can hear footsteps coming in , i was a little afraid to be honest because no one lives in the house besides Lolitta and i know for fact that she doesn't have any kids but then a guy entreed and he was the one who helped with the groceries that day

It was shocking at first but then Lolitta represented me to this guy with a big smile on her face :

- This is my nephew , he came from Mexico , he works on a big company of computers , we all proud of this little kid

- Enchantée , i am Kalie , we meet before , you helped with the groceries that day

- Yes , i sure remeber you , i only remember beautiful faces , that's so rude of me i forgot to tell you my name , i am Roberto

- You have a good sense of humor ! , anyway i have to go , it's so nice to see you again

I took Lolitta 's advice and as i walk out from door , i called Mina to ask her if she wants to go shopping with me , i didn't go shopping for a while and i need to buy something to wear for my trip to Paris

I need to be mentally stable and be strong not only for myself but also for my kids

I went to the car to pick up Mina from her work space , when i got there i saw her giving the client his order

I figured out something when i saw her standing there , her face looked so tired

I approchad to talk to her but then i remmebered i can't talk to her on her work hours , it wouldn't be good so i waited until she finishs her shift but then something happened

The client screamed suddenly , he was yelling at her saying that he didn't order that so i stepped in and wanted to interfere

I needed to defend my best friend and find out what is going on

Her body was skaking like somebody through a roket on her head

I talked to this men as a wise person can say :

- Can you explain us what's the problem please without screaming sir

Are you the responsable of the restaurant he replied to me

and i told him two words to stop him from steping out of the line

- Sir , you don't have the right to talk to an employe who is just doing his work that way and without even hearing them

He opened his big month and said without shame :

- Well if she is doing her work , i wouldn't be yelling at her !!

I took Mina's hand and went to the batherom to wash her face and calm her down

We got there and she was having a pannic attack , she was breathing so hard and repeating the same words over and over '' i can't , i can't do that any more ''

She was on a horriblle state , i told her to relax and that she didn't do anything wrong :

- You are not wrong , it's his fault , you are doing your job perfectly , listen to me ! no one has the right to treat you like that , you are golden ! everyone will know your value and you will find a job that you really like , quiet ! screw this if you are going to hate yourself everyday while working on this fancy restaurant

- You're my support friend , you know very well how to make me fell better ( slithly smiling )

- Always smile like that , don 't forget , okay don't make me talk to mush , let's go we have a lot to do or in other way to buy

I took the car to go to the mall and i wanted to sheer up Mina because she seemed still sad about today's incident so i went to get some ice cream

Who doesn't love ice cream , i always eat it alone in bed when i am feeling down and watch a sad movie on my tab , that' usually what people do and i understand that more now

I got the vanilla ice cream and she got it with choclate , it's her favourite flavor

After finishing our ice creams , we went to couple of shops to buy some summer cute dresses that i can wear and take a pictures in the Eiffel Tour

I was dreaming about that since i was little , i still have my child book where i wrote my to do list for the future