I'm going to find her

Chapter 1: I rather keep this a secret

Jade's pov (18+)

He asked me alot of questions about being single I can see he is a bit drunk so I help him get a room. Nag ring nanaman ang cellphone ko nakita ko nanaman ang papa ko tumatawag sakin shit this guy is annoying. I was shocked when he woke up drunk and look at me.

"I didn't expect you to be so pretty" she said and I just smiled at him and he hugged me "I want to be loved... I am a lonely boy a poor lonely boy who want someone's attention so please give me your attention" sabi niya.

Father never stop calling me na magpa-engaged ako sa bestfriend ko mayaman na madaming babae kinama at ako ito virgin? Tsk tingnan ko naman ang mukha ng lalakeng ito habang niyayakap padin niya ang katawan ko. Gwapo siya I like his face mukha siyang americano pero ano yung sinasabi niya III POLARIS parang group yun sa kpop?

Hmm who cares, "help me" sabi niya ag nagulat ako na gusto niya i-try ikiss ako napangisi naman ako, I rather do this that marrying that dude and I kiss this guy and do him.

PAGKAGISING ko ng umaga masakit katawan ko tinodo ko panaman sarili ko and I also feel he also cum inside me, sana mabuntis ako maganda lahi niya at plus para din hindi matuloy ang kasal.

Nagbihis naman ako at nag madali umalis, I better run away than being saw or makasuhan pa ako nito.

Kie's pov

I woke and shock that I don't even clothes on, what the hell did I have? SHHH I don't wanna say it but my body felt heavy and my thing is like hard rock. It's pretty normal to have have a hard rock thing in the morning BUT I CAN'T REMEMBER WHY I AM NAKED ALL I REMEMBER THE GIRL.

"Who is she again? Damn I can't remember what her name is darn darn darn it" I look at my phone and I have many miss call I just stand up and take a shower. What even happen lastnight but being naked means we did something? I blushed and I wanna see her again I didn't even have a singke memory of the thing we did.

IN THE NOON they final found me and the members hugs me and they seem so worried about me "what happen to you bud?" Yoosung asked but I can't say I woke up naked they will try to hunt her but still I want to find her too for some reason.

I look at my phone and didn't have any photo taken there, this is sad I can't even have a reason to trace her this making me depress!

Haesol looking at me like he is reading my expression "is this what the word I heard before the word temptation will put you to greediness" Haesol said "what do you mean?" I asked and he laughed "I just heard it from aa post, anyway let's go" he said and he put his arm around me.

Jade's pov

AFTER 4MONTHS hindi na ako pinakasalan ng lalake pero galit sakin si papa so umalis ako pumunta ako so south korea. Hinimas himas ko naman chan ko kaya ko naman mag isa kahit walang kasama, kahit wala na si mama kaya ko ito.

Napangiti naman may picture ako ng papa ng baby na ito, mukha siyang americano ang gwapo niya.

"Sana maganda o gwapo ka katulad ni papa mo" sabi ko at tingna ko sarili ko sa salamin at inayos ang buhok ko.

"I can do this for the baby kaya ko sarili ko!" Sabi ko at kinuha ko ang phone ko at tinawagan ko si Layla she the one who can helped me with things.

YUNG TINAWAGAN ko na si Layla nagulat na andito ako sa america natuto ito mag tagalog dahil sakin at isa din ito americano.

"Ang taba ng tiyan mo Jade" sabi niya "buntis kasi ako" sabi ko at nagulat ito at nashock naman siya "sino ang ama?" She asked hindi ko pwede sabihin kung sino dahil I only did it while the guy is drunk. "We have a one night stand only and tada we seperated and I have a child" sabi ko "dapat pinatake mo responsibility yan nakakabwesit naman yung lalakeng yun tangina kawawa naman ang bestfriend ko si Jade" sabi ni Layla at niyakap ako nito at napangiti naman ako.

I'll be ok alone kaya ko talaga ito andito naman si Layla.

"Sandali lang Jade may tumatawag sakin sagutin ko muna ba babalik ako" sabi niya at iniwan niya ako binuksan ko naman ang tv at nanood.

"Anyway ok ako na tutulong sayo sa give birth at mahanap ng work dito" sabi ni Layla nagulat naman ako "no kaya ko maghanap ng work well ilang months nalang lalabas na si baby I need lang naman magiging yaya" sabi ko.

"No problem andito ako oo nga pala papaalam mo ba sa mga kakilala natin siya?" Sabi niya "ha wag wag muna let's wait when he grow up hahaha mahirap maging buntis ng maaga" I said and niyakap padin ako ni Layla. "Ikaw kasi baket mo pinili gawin yan?" She asked "to escaped a marriage too nakipag one night stand dahil doon pero kaya ko naman magisa ito soon gusto ko palakihin si baby" sabi ko at nag smile.

"Magaaral yan sa magandang school idol naman ako matutulungan talaga kita ng bonga bonga ako hindi kana lang mag artista maganda kanaman pag na nganak ka mag apply ka" sabi nito I really need money yun talaga ang best option. "Sige try ko maging artista para din ito sa future namin ni baby" sabi ko at natuwa naman si Layla.

I really hope the baby will be happy na ako lang kasama niya dahil I am sure that guy is not going to take responsibility to it at baka pakulanh pa ako sa rape so I rather keep this a secret.