I'm going to find her

Chapter 8: Lie lie lie

Kie's pov

This is sick she declined it it's an opportunity, napatingin naman ako sakanya andito siya sa bahay ko kasama niya ang kapatid niya, looking at it I'm sometimes jealous because I don't have much interaction with my parents.

But sibling relationship I do have that pero baket mas close pa ni mama si Jade at si Leon? But looking at Leon he looks like a little bit like her but not much he looks different.

"Kie!" Sabi ng boses napatingin naman ako sa likod ko at yun pala si Hiyaami "o Yami?" Sabi ko "may nag hahanap sayo sa labas kuya" sabi niya at tumango naman at lumabas at pagkabukas kinagulat ko na teal green na buhok na Haesol. "Haesol nag pakulay ka ng buhok at may golden eyes ka nag lens kaba?" Sabi ko. "Ha yeah lens ito, pero hindi ako si Haesol" sabi nito at kinagulat ko "hmmm you look like a mixed Haesol and Floraine... wait what the heck" sabi ko.

"Hahaha I'm none of the persons you method ako nga pala si Haru" sabi niya "ano kailangan mo sakin why you here?" Sabi ko "I'm friends with Kaiser one of the members of Pure friend ko nga pala si Ceasar" sabi niya, Ceasar that name sound familiar... Ceasar where did I hear that? Hmmm.... I think I heard it somewhere but I can't remember "anyways can I come in I will give you more info about Jade" sabi niya at kinagulat ko "how do you know that about her!?" Sabi ko. "Because I know her let me talk to you in private then kung hindi mo ako papapasukin sa bahay mo I just need to make a deal with you" sabi niya "deal? What do you want kid?" Sabi ko.

"To meet Haesol and Floraine in person I wanna meet them since I am a fan of them so please is my dream to meet them and I will also help you with your love life" sabi niya and why he said love life he sound suspicious....

"Sure let's go out labas tayo need natin magusap diba" sabi ko at tumango naman siya "you can lead the way I will follow you" sabi nito at sumunod naman siya sakin.

Jade's pov

Napatingin naman ako kay Leon nakikita ko nag prepretend lang siyang masaya he really hated interacting other people, seeing him remind me of the younger version of myself the one who is ignorance the one is annoyed with others and can't even interact and can't strike up a normal conversation.

"Jade ano ginagawa mo diyan tara na kailangan nanatin pumunta doon" sabi ng babaeng kasama sa team ko and I followed her, somewhat I can see she is judging me and she irritating me.

I look at her while I walk and feel like I'm losing my patience....

After the thing we did she look at me badly "hindi ka naman marunong makipagusap, nakakainis kang nilalang" sabi nito but she can't understand na ako yung tipong tama hindi marunong makipag socialize I am more like an introverted person.

"Hey Leon I gonna ask you something" sabi ko at lumapit naman ito sakin "ano po yun ate?" Sabi niya we are still here in the house of Kie. "Did you find yourself like you're above others but you have low power in social interactuon" sabi ko. "Yes I did, but it's irritating... they hust cannot understand what kind of person I am but looks like I need to ignore it and live forward" he answered.

Humans always judge.... be yourself be yourseld always keep that in your mind... whatever they say don't please them whatever they do ignore them because this is your life not their life.

"Sometimes I just want it to be like this" Leon said ang he put his thumbs to his neck like he showing me he wanted to kill those people, I really care about their existance to be honest and I really care about myself... only me.

I care about myself only...

I am a selfish mother fucker.

I just smiled and showed him a thumbs up, I rather want others dead than people looking down on me it's hard to have a personality like mine. ITS SO HARD TO INTERACT!

YUNG NAKAUWI na kami napatingin naman ako sa clock and I feel so drain I hate going outside "it sucks... so sucks..."  sabi ni Leon at napahiga naman ito sa sofa "next time mom i-declined nalang natin abg invitation nila dahil I am draining as heck lalo na makipagusap sa old person" sabi nito he actually reffering to his grandma.

"Lola mo siya you have no respect to her what will people think about you?" Sabi ko sakanya "this is my life... and I don't care about their fricking opinion" sabi ni Leon at napatingin naman ito sa taas "I hate beinv disrespected and I hate people like them they think I am an idiot" sabi nito.

"People still call you an idiot even you're smart" sabi ko. "Because the social interaction is the problem.... I never like talking with others I like being silence" sabi niya and I smiled "in my younger days I let them judge me and I go forward... even they think I am suck" sabi ko. "Mother did you even wanted to kill someone like ripping their head off and popping their eyes out because they cannot understand your personality? Not everyone is the same but they cannot understand and still judged us" sabi niya.

"People like when they give cheerful world always lie lie lie~" I told him and poke his nose "in life you need to lie lie lie than being honest with judgemental people they wanted sugar coating words than sour or salty taste food" sabi ko.

"I see mother I really hope I can handle things well I really hate being here I wanted to survive... from this hell" he said and I feel sorry for him it because of me.