I'm going to find her

Chapter 17: You're my only child

Kie's pov

Napudpod naman ako sa lugar kung kailangan ko muna makasagot bago ako makadaanan fuck this and I hate being with people luckily I wear a cap and  jacket to hide my face, because III POLARIS become popular in this days because of the sudden stop of the other group.

So we been focused by the company but yeah we ain't the top favorite of the company.

All the questions are easy I studen this before when I was young and also Dong-hyun helped me to answer all the questions he teaches me and he also anger issues to stupid people that's why I gained that personality like lol, from all the personality I gain why I gain that but even whatever I do they never stop because they wanna reach the top while doing some magic.

It's really pissed me off but I aced it and done it so well, I am so proud of myseld I also cried out of myself and my tears fall down to my eyes because I wanted to gain something higher before and I audition for alot of company and alot of company declined me. This is painful but luckily I been recruited by the company.

I will take this chance, I don't want to be selfless I wanted to selfish. Yung nasagutan ko yun nag tuwaan naman ang tao "your so ingelligent why don't you joined us mister?"  Sabi ng lalake at lumapit sakin at niyakap ang braso ko "sorry I have to go somewhere I just answer this because I been forced" sabi ko "that's ok but have this, is a company that appreciate all people knowledge" he said but it doesn't matter to me because I only care about my talents, looks and skill that's how I become an idol.

I also maintain to excerise to get the perfect body for the fans but I still didn't get enough of it my body has too much fat skins.

Dong-hyun, Yoosung and Seung get the perfect body, well Haesol he did alot of exercise but he can't aim the body he want because of his body problem.

UMALIS NAMAN AKO pumunta na ako kung saan ang church ng minessage sakin ni Julian at napabisita naman ako dahil I appreaciate the god I will bless them with the love and care that the lord has given to me.

So pagkapunta ko doon pumasok naman ako kung saan sila nag prapray at umupo naman ako doon, pero nanglaki mata ko makita si Jade at kasama niya si Leon at may kasama siyang lalakeng puting buhok, hindi ako makaimik why the fuck I am seeing this?

Jade's pov

Pinagdadasal ko magawa ko padin ang mga gawain kahit noon kabataan ko hindi masyadong maganda ang naranasan ko sana si Leon hindi niya maexprience yun pero parang sumusunod siya sa aking apak at mga gawain ko, mga ginagawa ko....

I don't want him to be leave behind I don't want him to be like me I wanted him to be a happy child, yun lang dasal ko para sa anak ko at inayakap ko naman ito "ma?" Sabi niya at ngumiti naman ako "para ito sa ikakabuti, para din ito satin" sabi ko.

"Interesting conversation? Parang may napapansin ako sa likod kahawig ng anak mo pero aminin ko sayo kahawig mo si Kaiser" sabi ni Ethan at nanglaki mata mo at napatingin kay Leon pero ngumiti padin ako.

Why he is being compared to someone I didn't know? Fuck this... he is my son "I may look like him but he isn't my father" sabi ni Leon "my father is a different person maybe you just find the similarities towards me and that person?" Sabi ni Leon.

"Maybe you're right and maybe I am wrong thanks for correcting Leon I didn't meant to make a understanding please forgive me" sabi ni Ethan.

YUNG NATAPOS na ang simbahan nag puntahan naman kami doon sa kambal si Charles and Charlie, they're weird children pero kailangan ko intindihin.

"Hi again Charles and Charlie" sabi ni Ethan at ngumiti naman siya. "The children of god and the pretty angel we miss you it's been days!" Sabi ni Charles "I am so happy to meet you again miss angel!" Sabi ni Charlie at nagulat ako at niyakap ang aking tiyan. "What the-" sabi ni Leon parang napipikon ito inusog ko naman si Charlie "what's wrong Charlie?" Sabi ko "I wanted you to be my mother I want to be a son of god too, Saint told us if you want to be a child of god you need to have a mother who is an angel if you're a female but you're a male you're already a son of god" sabi nito.

This kid having a brain damage and what is he thinking? Child of god? Everyone is a child of god right? Nobody is an angel I mean we are just mortals we ain't like the goddesses in greek mythology.

I just patted her bath "your real mother will be found soon so don't worry" sabi ko "but mother is the heaven already her soul has been cleanse by the angels, the devil devour her and the devil teaches her to be evil that's why she already in heaven, I don't to be like her I want to be like you" sabi ni Charlie.

"Mother I want to go outside for a while can the other children of god give us some space we need to pray for the lord more to make our power stronger" sabi ni Leon at tumango naman ang kambal "yes we will allow you! anything for you two and the lord!" Sabi ng twins at napangiti si Ethan at lumabas naman kami.

Nakalabas naman kami "I hate it so much I want to leave they're suck! I dislike being called the son of god and mother that kid steal you from me!" Sabi ni Leon "I won't give myself to anyone you're my only child ok?" Sabi ko at niyakap si Leon.