Len's Angst/Vent Story Collection

They Really Don't Care

(TW WARNING)

Here I was on the hospital bed, with hands wringed around my neck. 

Emphasis on the hands part...MANY hands wringed around my neck.

Side-ponytail-hair girl, Flower, Gumi, Rin, The other people I've mentioned before. They were all here, grabbing my neck... scowling at me.

"I don't care anymore... what you do, how you do it. You're the worst. You really deserve to die." Side-ponytail looked at me with hatred, anger, frustration... yknow, the usual. "I've had enough of you!!" Her tears started flowing, grabbing my neck tighter along with the other hands.

Flower stared back, nodding. "Why was I with you?! You... cause... SO MUCH PROBLEMS." She gazed at me, her tears falling on my face. "I hate you so much Len, you suck at talking and EVERYTHING in general. You're the worst to be with...an absolute nuisance. Ever wondered why I even avoided you?!"

Gumi started, "You're childish (haven't heard that one before) and you don't even listen. Others are SO right about you." Rin nodded. "I wish you weren't born. You aren't a good brother...yet alone.. "VOCALOID"." Normally, I would cry over this... but I knew it was a nightmare, another stupid one. The reason I was even AT the hospital was for a measly attempt. In truth, I ran away from everyone... and yet they come back to haunt me. I stayed there, the grips having no effect on me as I was already numb and empty. Even my alter subconscious didn't want to be with me either. I was really THAT pitiful.

"So.. I hear you guys. You want me to die?" I looked at all of them blankly. They looked even angrier hearing that response.. So one of the people slapped me.... brunette girl with bangs and glasses. "Get it in your head."

This WAS in my head, I knew that I'd run away from my own self. Even my own self hates me... 

"Would you guys be happy..? If I was gone?"

They nodded. All... of them. "We never cared... just pitied you."

I sighed, and smiled. "Alright. I wish I wasn't here either."