"I'm sorry Len. I didn't want to hurt you.. I'm not ready for you, and I don't love you like that."
Flower uttered those words, making my heart split into two.
I dropped my bouquet of roses, colorful.. roses.
My eyes widened, staring at her in shock, I didn't know what to say.We' be been together.. for a long time, a very long time.
I felt hurt.. I felt neglected, is this why she ignored me?! Is this a why she forgot me..? Is this why she was uncomfortable to my romantic movements towards her?
She lied to me. She lied. She lied to not hurt me.
I gulped, looking back up at her.. my eyes turning into anger, frustration and hatred. "So you.. just f***ing lied to my face, huh?" I clenched my fist, tears streaming down uncontrollably.
"...Yeah." She looked away, putting a hand over her arm.
"....I hate you. I hate you so much... I HATE YOU!! I HATE YOU!" I screamed at her, grabbing the bouquet and throwing at her. She was a liar, she was so much words I couldn't even say at the moment. She hurt me, she hurt me.. she lied to me! Here I was, throwing a fit.. like a child and cursing her out. I knew I'd regret my actions.. but I needed to tell her off. She lied to me, she hurt me.. she treated me horribly.
"Yeah.. thanks." She said blankly, already fed up with me. Her purple eyes glared at me with anger and frustration, same as me. "Ever wonder why I lost interest?"
I'd had it. The next thing you know, my hand flew up to her cheek, slapping her.
I turned around, seeing disappointed stares.. and uncomfortable gazes for me.
I woke up sooner or later, crying about her... and missing her.
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Len's Angst/Vent Story Collection
FanfictionUnimportant, just a stupid angst one shot book These are all personal experiences and actual nightmares. Based on me, Len.