Len's Angst/Vent Story Collection

End The Nightmares.

I'm tired of these absurd nightmares that make no sense. I keep seeing familiar faces everywhere, but their words are meaningless repetitions.

I feel helpless as I listen to others without looking back. I long for my old life, where I sang for others, performed on stage, and had friends.

Glancing at my yellow notebook adorned with Rin and Miku stickers, I sighed and opened it, revisiting all the nightmares I had documented.

Am I truly so pathetic? All these words keep echoing in my mind, "He said this," "He said that."

"I should trust myself."

But I can't... I'm all alone.

My room seemed larger than usual, despite its small size. I realized there was nobody at home.

I absentmindedly played with strands of my hair, rubbing my tired and puffy eyes.

Opening up my phone, scrolling through my phone seeing the selfies I took with my friends, in my idol outfit... I was happy.

I truly am pitiful... and lonely.