Len's Angst/Vent Story Collection

Stupid Angst/Vent

Vent, not important, just need to write something.

"You're such..a f***king headache." Flower rubbed the temple of her forehead looking at me with a fed up expression. I stood there, tears welling up in my eyes in anger. "W-Why did you even lie to me?!" I clenched my fist, trying to control myself.

"I never lied to you?! It's just that you believe...well, I don't know... OTHERS instead of me?" Flower scoffed, rolling her eyes. "I'm your girlfriend for gods sake Len." She looked down, "And right now, I don't want to be." The tears kept on falling, realizing how alone I am really. Here I go by someone who I know closely, going by the proof that Flower really doesn't want me and went with someone else. "Is it my fault that you talked behind my back?" I looked like a stupid sensitive child, glaring at her with angry tears filled with betrayal. I couldn't take it anymore... every single time someone either talked behind my back, didn't consider me..me or just lied to my face. I was tired of the leaving and treatment, and here with someone close who told me about the proof... after I denied it because I still loved others so much that I couldn't see them like that.

"Don't you realize how...well, horrible your acting?!" Flower crossed her arms, clearly angry with me. She had a glint of hatred in her eyes like all the love we had... was gone. I was forming that too, realizing how broken we were. "You..did all of those things, but you didn't own up to it when there's proof. And so much...excuses?!" I stomped my foot, overwhelmed.

"You're delusional Len, It makes me think why I ever met you." Flower stared straight in my eye. "Why am I even dating you when you're so..childish? You never take ANYTHING seriously, nor care." She looked down at me, "I think you're the liar here."

I froze, looking up at her terrified. "W-What?!" Hatred and anger rose up to my chest, I really couldn't bear this.

"Why did you let him do that to me?" She looked at me, hinting at the other situation. I felt weak everywhere, like I was going to faint any second. "I-I...couldn't stop him.." I looked down hopelessly, gazing at my hands. Everything was my fault.

"I really wish... I didn't date someone like you. You deserve the loneliness." She looked aside, and walked away saying nothing else. I stood still, gazing at her as she left. Was this...some...bad nightmare..? I really...needed to die. She... and everyone else had left. I didn't have anybody else, I don't know who to trust anymore. I just...have...myself.

Thats all