You are the reason to live. ~Elmax~

El.. Not again

El's pov:

I woke up and saw Max sleeping next to me. I didnt have my baggy jeans or hoodie anymore. I had oversize t-shirt and shorts. What the hell? I whispered to myself. Oh you woke up! Max said. And sorry but you looked like ur unconfortable with those jeans and hoodie. So i took them off and dont worry you were wearing that t-shirt and those shorts under the clothes!! she added. Yea dont worry Max it's okay!! I said softly. you havent eaten anything in 2 days. Max said. Oh your probably starving, Sorry if i made you too busy to eat!! I said quickly. No El, I ate yesterday when u were outside, I was talking about you. Max said sadly. Oh.. Well dont worry i ate really much at the night when i was alone!! I said lying. Yea sure. I dont belive a word you just said. Max said looking at me with a seriously look. Okay but im not really hungry! I tried. No El. You are starting to heal right now. You're gonna starve to death. Max said. Well thats what i actually want. I said really quietly so she cant hear me. El i have good hearing. She said looking at me seriously. Oops.. I said smiling fastly. So what you wanna eat? Max asked me. Hmm.. Can i get.. Nothing? I asked. hmm.. No. Max said. Max made me eggos and put strawberrys in it. She knows its my favorite food. I had to fight back so i wouldnt eat it. El eat. Max said. Max honey.. I already said im full. I said smiling hoping she will not make me eat. Yeah El darling you're now gonna eat those. Max said sharply and sarcastically because she knew what i was doing. Ok.. I said. Btw what are we? I tried. EAT. Max said. I ate them. Of course i will threw up later so i will not gain any weight. Thank you El. Im proud of you. Max smiled. Yeah.. I'll go to the bathroom. I said. I went there and started gagging. I finally threw up. I flushed the toilet and went to my room where Max was reading my diary. Hey Max! MAAAAX WHAT ARE YOU DOING. I asked terrified. Reading your diary. She said calmy. I took it from her. It's okay. I read it all already. She said smiling. I was suprised she wasnt sad about what i wrote about it of myself. she went laying on the bed. I went next to her. Our eyes connected all the time. I love you. I said. I know. Max said happily. I think she found the pages of my Diary what i had wrote about her. Suddenly Max kissed me. I kissed back. She pulled away slowly. You know El. You could never hurt me. Max said softly similing. What do you mean Max? I asked confused. U wrote that you dont wanna be with me because youre scared ur gonna hurt me. Max said. Oh yeah.. I said quietly. suddenly someone was nocking on the door. It was Mike. What do you want. I asked sharply. El im sorry for everything i said. You're not fat. I love you so please stop hanging out with Max and start hanging out with me. Im your boyfriend remeber? Mike said softly. Nah im good. Max is more nicer than you. And by the way. I dump your ass Wheeler! Goodbye! I said slamming the door against his face. Well that was badass! Max yelled. I smiled to her. Im bored!! Max said. Sameeeeeeee!! I said. Let's go to the mall!! Max said. Yesss!! I said happily. We went to the mall. We went to buy some new clothes! Here is what we bought!

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