You are the reason to live. ~Elmax~

Today

*Alarm ringing*

El's pov:
Shut up!! I yelled to the alarm as i turned it off. Max was still sleeping. the clock was 7.00am and our school started 8.30am. Max wake up!! I said and shaked Max's body. 5 more minutes.. Max said half sleeping. No Max we have to get ready!! I said still shaking her. I wont take long to get ready down worry.. Max said almost asleep. Fine! I said. I got dressed up and went to put some makeup on. I just looked at my arms. I took my foundation and consealer and tried to cover the scars. It worked pretty well. I put some mascara,lipgloss,foundation,consealer,bronzer,blush and highlight. I didnt feel that ugly anymore. A while passed. I felt hungry. No El you cant eat are you stubid! I went to see if Max was awake. She was still in bed. Cmon Max! You only have 30 minutes to get ready! I said as i shaked her. That long! Max said smiling. Robin is gonna pick us up at 8.10am so please can you js get up! I asked. What time is it? Max asked. it's 7.40am. What the hell! Did I just sleep extra 40 minutes!! Max said as she opened her eyes. Yes you did! I said. Max looked at me kinda confused. I didnt know why. What? I asked confused. nothing you just look a little different. Like not in a bad way! Max said. Oh yea i put more makeup than usually! I said smiling. Oh that explains it. Max said. Im going to the bathroom, You gotta get up! I said. yea yea! Max said. I went to the bathroom. I sat on the floor. My heart is racing and I dont know why. Am I having a panick attack? Why would I! I started shaking. It was been only 3 minutes but it felt like a hour. I was shaking, my heart race and my hands were soaked in cold sweat. I felt like I wanted cry. Max c-can you come here? I yelled trying to sound calm as possible. I heard running footsteps. Max opened the door because I didnt lock it. Hey El are you okay you called me? Max asked as she sat next to me. I think im having a panick attack and I dont.. Know why. I said as i almost started crying. Max quickly wrapped her arms around me. Hey El its okay.. Youre okay. Max said with a soft tone. Take deep breaths okay? Max said. I took a few deep breaths. I suddenly felt better. You alright now El? Max asked as she pulled away and looked at me in the eyes. I..I think so thank you Max. I said still shaking a little. Alright lets go to breakfastz. Max said as she took my hand. We went to the kitchen. So you wanna tell me whats bothering you? Max asked as she took a bite of her sandwich. Nothing is bothering me? I asked confused. Peoples dont get panick attacks for nothing usually. Max said with serious tone. I.. I just think the school is stressing me and I dont know why. I said trying to avoid eye contact. It's gonna be okay I promise. Max said smiling. I smiled back. Max ate her sandwitch. Alrighty now we gotta pack our lunches and then lets wait for Robin! Shes usually few minutes late and the clock is only 7.55am. Max said smiling. Wait Robin has took you to the school before? I asked confused. Yeah a few times in the end of the school year. I moved here in October as you probably know. Max said. Oh yeah! I said. What you want for lunch? Im gonna probably take two sandwiches because thats almost everything I can make. Make said laughing a little. I laughed too. Uh I dont need anything dont worry! I said. El you have to take something. Max said. No I dont! I said. Take even a apple pleaseeeeee? Max said with puppy eyes. No. I said serious tone. Fine then your gonna eat other of my sandwiches! Max said. No theyre yours. I said. Someone rang our doorbell. It's probably Robin, We dont have time for this lets grab our backpacks and go!! I said. We ran to upstairs, we grabbed our backpacks and ran to the door. Hi Robin!! we said. Hii! Robin said smiling like always. Shes so sweet. We went to the car. So what y'all have for lunch? Robin asked. Why you wanna know? Max asked smiling and with a confused tone. Because I want to make sure you both have something real to eat. Youre not the best chef red.. Robin said laughing. Hey that hurt my feelings! Max said laughing. I laughed too. Anyway I have two sandwiches and apple juice and water! Max said smiling. oo yum! What you have El? Robin asked smiling. uh I have the same as Max! I said smiling. Shes lying. Max said right after I said that. Max! I said. Then what El actually has? Robin asked curiously. I have one sandwich and water! I said quickly. Shes lying again she dosent have anything! Max said. Max why are you snitching me!! I asked yelling a little bit. Is that true El? You dont have anything? Robin asked and looked at me with a sad face. Yes it is. I said with an sarcastically smile. Robin turned the car around. Robin we're gonna be late from school! I said. No y'all wont be, School starts at 8.30am and its 8.10am and it takes 15-20minutes to drive to there, I finally came early and not late to pick yall up! Robin said as she drove to Max's house. Alright Both get up. Robin said. We got up and went to Max's house. Alright El what you want for lunch. Robin asked. Nothing I already said it! I said. We wont leave until you take something. Robin said with no emotions. Fine i'll take an apple! El said. Sure but what you ate for breakfast. Robin asked. Nothing why? I asked confused. Then an apple will not be enough for you. Im gonna make you a sandwich. Robin said. I looked Max annoyed as I stormed off to the car again.