You are the reason to live. ~Elmax~

I'll help you.

Max's pov:
I woke up at 8.39am. El was still sleeping and cuddling me. I noticed that El's pyjama had lifted up by the hand. I noticed a really deep scar. I noticed it was really fresh too. Then i realized what the blood stain in El's pillow was. I was really sad and angry because she promised she would tell me if any bad ideas were in her head. I pushed her away what made her fall off from the bed. OUCH WHAT THE FUCK! I heard El saying annoyed. Sorry i guess? I said in a rude tone. El looked me confused. I pointed at her arm. Yeah what about my arm!!? El said angrily. El came to back to bed bc she had just woken up. I saw. I said. You saw what? El asked nervously. The new scar. I said. Oh. El said quietly. Why didnt you tell me!! I would had helped you!! I yelled. Because you were with the boys.. Sorry. El said in a sad look in her eyes. Ok? I cant have other friends!!? God I hate you right now! I said as i got up from the bed,backed my bags and left slamming the door. I went to home.

El's pov: After Max left i felt so low. She was all i had. I called Max. Hi Max. I said. Hi whos this? Max asked. It's El.. I said. Yeah no. Max said and was going to hang up. WAIT MAX PLEASE! I yelled into the phone. What. Max asked annoyed. I just wanted to tell you that I love you and Im sorry for everything and Im sorry im gonna end everything like this. I said crying. El what do you mean? Max asked. El? max repeated. EL!? She yelled into the phone. I hung up. I went on the rock. I decided I was gonna jump off the cliff. Nothing what i could do anymore. The boys dont wanna hang out with me, Max hates me, Hopper is all the time at work. It was one step away. Untill something hugged me in the back and pulled me away. It was Max crying. Leave me alone Max. You already showed how much you love me by leaving me. I said angrily. I was going to jump but Max didnt let go. I swear to god El. If you right now jump on that cliff i will jump right after you and I will never forgive you. Max said crying and looking at me in the eyes. I could tell she was really serious. I looked at her and stepped away because i didnt want Max to get hurt. And now we're gonna get some help for you. Max said sharply and still crying. I think she's mad at me still. I stopped. No. I said starting panick. El it's not hospital or anything, I promise. She said as we we're standing near by the cliff. I stayed quiet. Alright.. You remember Robin right? Max asked. Yea.. I said. Yeah well she's a therapist, Im sure she will help you. Max said Hoping that I will say yes. Alright I can try it i guess. I said. Good and now you PROMISE if you ever try to do this or anything like it please tell me im gonna help you too. I will always be here for you. Max said crying. I promise i will help you. Did you hear me? I'll help you. She said again. I nodded and we left. We went to Max's house. Max called Robin as we got at Her house.

Max's pov: When we got at my house with El she went to lay on my bed. I called to Robin. Hi who's this? Robin asked with a sweet voice. Hi Robin! it's your favorite redhead! I said giggling a little. Ohh hi little red! What's up? Robin asked. Well you're therapist right? I asked. Yeah i am? Why? Do you need help??!! She asked with a caring tone. Oh no dont worry about me im fine! I said. Alright good! Then why your asking? She asked. Well.. It's about El. I said with a sad tone. You'r girlfriend? She asked. She's not my girlfriend! yet. I whispered. Robin giggled. But anyways.. What does El need help with? Robin asked. Well uh.. I looked at El. She was anxious i could tell. She's having a hard time.. She's struggling with eating and sh.. And she tried to killherself.. I said almost crying. Oh god!! Yes I will help her as much as i can!! I will write her name on the top of my list I promise. Robin said with caring and soft tone. Thank you so much Robin. I said. Anytime. Robin said. When could El come and speak to you? I asked. Tomorrow, I should take scoops workshift but i will tell Steve Im gonna pay to him! Robin said. Alright thank you! See you tomorrow. I said. See you! Robin said. I hung up. Well!!? El said nervously. You can go there and talk tomorrow to her. I said smiling. Alright.. El said with panicking voice. It's gonna be okay. I promise. I said smiling. Alright.. El said. The time went and the klock was 00.27am. Lets go sleep im tired. I said almost half asleep. Im not sleepy so im gonna probably then go home so you can sleep well. El said smiling and softly. God i love her so fucking much. She has perfect body,shes the prettiest,her eyes and her red lips. I want her. NO. I need her. I really hope she says yes when im asking her to be my girlfriend. Yeah no you're not going home today alone and never again. I said smiling and taking her hand and pulling her with me so she wont leave. We changed our pj's and Went to bed. Max are you awake? El asked. Mhm.. I said half asleep. Im very stressed of tomorrow.. El said sadly. Hey dont be, Robin is the sweetest! I said. If you say so.. El said. Alright goodnight love. I said. We usually call eachothers Darling and Honey as a joke even tough we know we both like eachothers. Oh fuck what did i just say.. I meant goodnight El! I corrected myself. Goodnight Maxie. El said Cuddling with me.

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