You are the reason to live. ~Elmax~

5: El stay with me 2

Sorry for the el stay with me 1, This contiunes from the El's letter.

Max's pov:

What the hell i just read. El's suicide messange. El was too far away so i wasnt sure where she was. I quickly ran to her room trying to search something from her diary. I looked until i found some page what had me in it..

THE PAGE:

Shes so good at drawing.. Not now Max! You can dream about her when you have saved her for not taking her life!! I searched until i found a drawing of woods. I knew what woods it was. It was close to Will's house. I took my skateboard and cried while going to there. I yelled so loudly at the woods. EL WHERE ARE YOU!! ITS MAX!! YOU CANT LEAVE ME!! PLEASE EL!!!!! EL PLEASE!!! EL ARE YOU HERE!!!!! PLEASE EL!! I yelled as hard as i could. No answer. I started giving up hope. I started crying as i ran in the woods trying to look for El. Then i heard something weird. It was like someone gagging and trying to get air. Then i realised what El was doing. she's trying to hang herself (a/e: I dont know the word for it on english so i just looked it up from google translate!) I still ran. Untill i saw El. There she was. Hanging herself. I ran to her. i untied the rope as fast as i could. El just dropped in the ground. El??!! EL?!! I tried to wake her up. i took her in my arms. El please Dont leave me please!! I yelled crying. A minutes passed when El started coughing. I was so relieved. El!! I yelled crying and smiling. Wh-why did you save me.. El asked. Because i love you El. Not in a friend way. I fucking love you. I said crying more. I love y-you too Max. More in a friendly way. She said. It was hard for her to speak because the rope did damage on her neck. We're gonna get you help. Therapy or something i promise El,everything is gonna be okay. I said crying as she breathing badly in my arms. Max no. I cant go to the hospital please Max no!! El started crying. El you have to go get this checked!! I said crying. No!! El yelled at me. she stood up. I'd rather kill myself than go to the hospital!! She yelled. She got up and started running away slowly because she wasnt feeling very well and her neck hurted really badly. I ran to her and took her hand to stop her. I was sure she was too weak to use her powers. I was wrong. She threw me against tree. It didnt hurt much but i was still schocked. I started crying more. I didnt know where she was going but i wasnt gonna follow her yet. I had to wait so she wouldnt see me. after 2 mins i started running. I left my skateboard there. El went to the mall. She bought 2 sharpens. (a/e: i hope its sharpen i had to watch again from google translater) I knew why she bought them. She was gonna take the blades out. after that she didnt go to hop's cabin. She went to woods. Not the same woods, The woods what Hop's cabin was on. She sat there and just cried. She took the blades and started cutting her leg. i couldnt watch it. EL!! I yelled. MAX WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT!!? JUST LEAVE ME ALONE WHY YOU HAVE TO BE SO WORRIED OH MY GOD! El yelled at me while she was crying. I WANT YOU TO BE SAFE!!! I SAID I WOULD TAKE CARE OF YOU BUT NO THEN!! MIKE WAS RIGHT ALL ABOUT YOU!! I yelled back. She just stood there and looked at me disapointed eyes and started crying more. El i didnt mean what i just said i promise im sorry!! I tried. No Max!! Get away from me! El yelled and started running. El went to Hop's Cabin. She didnt even try close the door. I of course ran to her. El cmon! You know i didnt mean it!! I tried. No Max. You did mean it. I know you meant it. Dont even try. I really tought you care about me but no then i guess. I really liked you Max. I really did. El said crying. El I like you too!! Im sorry i just have anger issues! I know i cant blame them and it was my fault but i promise El i didnt mean any of it!! I promise you with my hole life!!! I tried. Give me one change please El please!! I begged crying. ONE change. El said sharply. Thank you so much El!! I said crying almost of happiness. Let's go to the Cabin here is starting to be cold. I said to El. ok i guess. El said sharply. I knew she was mad and i dont blame her, it just takes some time untill she forgives me.. i hope. We got at the Cabin and someone was calling. El answered. Hi. Who is this? El asked. It's me kid! Hopper said. Hi dad! I miss you! El said smiling. I miss you too kid! And im sorry but i will be here a month more. Im very sorry. Hopper said with sadly voice. A MONTH! So you're gone one month and 3 days!! El said in a sad tone. Im so sorry El. I promise i will come soon as possible. Hopper said. I love you. El said. I love you too kiddo. Hopper said. El hung up. She went to her room and started sobbing. I went next to her and hugged her. El it's gonna be okay!! I will be here for you for the hole month! I said smiling. I-it's not it.. School starts in a 2 weeks and Im so scared to go there for the first time.. El said crying. Hey El, You know we are in the same grade so i will help you with everything!! I said smiling. You promise? El asked tears in her eyes smiling a little. I promise! i said smiling. Max.. El said. Yeah el? what is it? I asked. When you said you liked me.. Did you really mean it? She asked quietly. Ofcourse i meant it!! I love you!! I said smiling. Okay.. El said Quietly. I knew she didnt belive me. And I dont really blame her after what I said. I dont know why i said it. El is the prettiest,kindest,sweetest and cutest girl i have ever met. It's getting late, You should probably go home. El said smiling weakly. I aint going home. I said looking at her. Max please. She tried to get me leave. I knew she was gonna do something to herself and some of it why she wanted me to leave was what i said. But i still couldnt leave her. No El. God knows what you are gonna do to urself. I said looking at her. Max I promise im not gonna do anything to myself. El said. I wanted to belive her. No El im sorry. I said. El picked me up with her powers. No El let me down !!! I tried to get down. She walked to the door and threw me out, Not in hard way just so i wouldnt go inside. She slammed the door and locked it. NO NO NO EL!! OPEN THE DOOR!!ELEVEN !!!!!! I tried yell. no answer. I went to her window where you could see in her room. I saw El lifting her Shirt up so she could see her own stomach. She went on the mirror and started crying. I felt so bad for her. I was there in like 2 hours for making sure she wont hurt herself. all she did was stare herself from the mirror and cry and then write or draw on her book. When i was at home i started crying so much. All i could think was what i said to El,how much i liked her and how sorry i felt for her. I still tought our kiss. She said she likes me. Eleven hopper said she Me!!? I started smiling even tought i cried at the same time. I fell asleep.

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