The Next Chapter

Chapter 2

4 months later 

(Stellas Pov)

 today we don't have shift and Kelly went to go and get us some chipotle. and I'm on the couch looking at my phone and realizing that I'm late so I get up and go to the bathroom and go under the sink where I keep all of my tests. and pull one out and take it and those 3 min never get easier. and I learned to keep myself busy for those three minutes. my phone finally goes off after what fells like hours. and I flip it over and see 1 line and I am so defecated. 

I hear the door open "I'm home Stella" he says as I'm trying to collect myself. " I'm in here." I say knowing he could detect that something is wrong. " You ok babe" 

(Kelly's Pov)

I saw the negative test on the counter, and I know she blames herself every time a test comes back negative. "it's ok." I say in a confuting voice I rap my arms around her. " Do you want to go and couple on the couch?" I ask her as her head is buried in my chest, she nodes her head and I pick her up and we go to the couch she lays her head on my chest I run my fingers thru her hair and within a couple minutes she fell asleep. "it's not your fault." I whispered. 

it's now 4:30 and I know she has a shift at Mollys, but I'm not really shirr if she is going to go or not, so I woke her up "hey babe are you still going to Mollys tonight." I ask, " I don't think so." she says have awake. " Ok I'm going to go and call Herman ok." I say getting up. I went and called Herman knowing that the wood be understandable. if I told him that stella was not feeling good. and he was, I went back to the couch and stella was just not herself this negative is really getting to her. " Hey, take to me what's going on up there." I ask knowing her brain is going 1000 miles an hour "what if something is wrong with me." she says, and those words broke me " hey look at me there's nothing wrong with you. but if next month's teats come back negative well go take to Dr. Asher but in the mean while why don't I order some pizza and ColdStone" I ask her. " When did you get so good at knowing what to say." she says I just shrugged my shoulders and kissed her forehead.

~ next shift day ~

it's like every other ordinary shift squad is playing cards when the bells go of

*Squad 3, Ambo 61, engine 51, house fire*

well, that's weird truck wasn't called out. I didn't think much of it. we pull up and there a little girl outside she looked about 2 maybe 3 "hey honey is your mommy in there." I ask the little girl she clings on to me " my sissy and my mommy are in there." what's your sissy name honey." i ask her "Julia" she says " hey can you go to my friend Brett she's going to go and make sheer you're ok." the little girl nodes. "Ok Cruz with me we got two victims we got a name on one Julia and their mom." we head inside, and I find the little girl in the closet and send her out with Cruz and keep searching for the mom find her we barely make it outside before the roof gives out " ok let get the leads on her." they get the leads on her but she was crashing me and Cruz take the girls behind squad so they don't see. "So how old are you two." I ask trying to distract them.  "Were identical twins we are 3." Julia says, " wow that's a big word for someone your age." Cruz says, "what's your name. Swett girl" Ponting to the one that can clearly tell some things wrong " my names Jalay what are they doing to my mommy." she asks " see there trying to make her bobos all better." I say Brett calls me over there.

"Kelly I'm sorry we lost here we are going to take her to med, but I don't want the girls in the back of the ambo." Brett says " ok well take the girls to the firehouse with us. "Ok sounds good"

" Ok girls so there going to take mommy to the hospital to get all better and you guys are going to come with us for a while." I say " are daddy went to the hospital and never came home" Julia says. "Mr. Kelly mommy's not coming back, is she?" Jalay asks me I didn't know how to answer. "Please don't lie to me." she asks me at that moment I could lie to her or tell a 3-year-old her on mouther was dead. "let's take about it later ok." I had no idea what to say at that moment.

we get back to the firehouse I had Cruz and Capp take the girls to get something to eat and I went to go and take to chief.  "Hey chief you got a second." I ask knocking on the door. "If it will get me away from some of this paperwork for a second then yes." he says I sinker and sit down in one of the chairs in front of his desk. "I got to little girls that we had to bring back from the fire the mouther was DOA and the father died last year." I say and chief had this look of sorrow on his face. " Well keep them here for now and I'll contact DCFS." he tells me "These girls are not dum chief I think we should tell them." I say " Severide, you know them more than I do if you think you should tell them you should tell them." I nod and I leave to tell the girls something I never was hoping I would have to do.