Dead to me // 13rw

Bryce's party

Over the next few weeks, Sheri has barely spoken to me. I don't know why. I thought we were best friends. Maybe she blamed herself for me being so upset all of the time. I'm not sure. Monty said not to worry about it but I had to know.

'Sheri, we haven't hung out in a while!' I said to her during communications class. 'Let's skip last period and go to Monet's!'
'Nah it's ok Y/n.' She didn't even look at me. Ok then.
'Why the fuck don't you talk to me anymore?' I whispered yelled.
'What do you mean? I talk to you all the time.' She laughed.
'No you don't Sheri. You barely even look at me anymore.'
'Y/n.. if I told you, you would hate me forever.' She teared up.
'I'm sure I wouldn't Sher.. I love you!' Just then, the bell rang.
'You wouldn't after you heard the truth.' She packed up her stuff and walked off.

-----time jump-----

Bryce was holding a party. I hadn't been to one since the night of the accident. I couldn't face it. I decided to go to this one as I couldn't hide forever.
'Monty, I'm going to Bryce's party, you coming tonight?' I told him. I wanted him to come with me. He just looked at me and clenched his fists.
'You're not going.' He continued playing his game.
'And why not?'
'Because I said so.'
'You don't decide what I do!' I yelled.
'When it comes to Bryce's party I do!'
'Why?' Come to think of it, he hates me talking to Bryce and barely speaks to him himself anymore. 'Wait.. do you think I'm cheating on you with Bryce or something?'
'No Y/n!' He scoffed.
'Then what's the problem?'
'Nothing.. you can go to the party but I'm going with you and you're never leaving my side at all. And you're not getting drunk.'
'Whatever.'

-----time jump-----

I got dressed into a tight dress and heels. We got to the party at around 9 and Hannah had decided to come. She asked for a ride but I said no. I can't even remember why I'm mad at her but I remember having a fight with her I think so I'm just gonna stay mad.

'There's my favourite girl!' Bryce came towards me, arms open.
'Hey Bryce!' I hugged him and he grabbed my ass.
'You know you should wear this dress more often! But if you want to take it off, I won't stop you..' He smirked. What the fuck. I felt really uncomfortable and Monty could tell. He was about to punch Bryce but he just grabbed my arm and pulled me away.
'You ok?' He hugged me.
'Yeah I'm fine. I'll probably avoid Bryce for now though.'
'Don't even look at him and if he makes you uncomfortable at any point, just squeeze my hand and we can leave.' I smiled at him.
'Thanks Mont.' I kissed him.

-----time jump-----

I barely had anything to drink and neither did Monty. We just stayed in the pool house the whole time, playing games with Alex and Scott. Bryce tried to talk to me many times asking if I wanted to go for 'round 2' or if I liked the last time. I didn't know what he meant by that but Monty seemed to know and didn't like it. He kept asking if I wanted to leave but I said it was fine.

By 12, everyone had left excpet for me, Monty and Alex. We could hear Bryce in the hot tub with some girl and Monty went to check it out. He said he couldn't make out who it was.
'Can we go now Monty?' I was tired and I didn't really want to stay at Bryce's house any longer.
'Of course babe.' He smiled and drove me home.