I parked in front of my rental place and just looked at it, this shit look nice.
The plan was never to leave Milwaukee for good. I just needed to fix my head cause that shit with Von really put me in a dark place. Me and my therapist thought I was ready as I'd ever be to come back.
Me and Frank ended up talking a few months after I left, I told him about the pregnancy and the lost. He was pissed at me. We argued a few times and a few months later we got cool again. We slowly stopped talking the end of last year.
My boyfriend Jaylen will be coming up after work tomorrow. He's my support system and a great one. He's so gentle with me and loves on me every chance her gets. I love him.
I went into the rental and looked around. I plan on stopping at my moms before anything. Good or bad I'll make my way round to everyone, lastly Frank we got a lot of talking to do. It's still early so I should be able to today.
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I made it to her door and all I could do is look. Maybe I'm not ready. Maybe I shouldn't forgive her. Maybe I can forgive her and just keep my distance. I think I wanna know why though. I deserve to know why actually.
The door swung open while I was in thought. It's her. She stood there, in shock. "K-Kamora?", she asked softly.
"Hey.", I waved lowly. We just looked at each other.
"Um, you gone be in town for a while?"
"About a week or two."
"Good! Good. I got a doctors appointment to go to but I'd love if you could come back in like 2 or 3 hours.", she said playing with her fingers.
"Oh yeah not a problem," I did an awkward small bow then left.
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I met with everyone except Von and Frank. Everybody been saying Frank beat the shit out of Von after I left and was in jail for a month and that Von been low since they fought.
I don't think imma look for Von any further. I don't think there's anything he can say or do to help me or bring me peace. I tried but I won't keep trying,
I plan on going by Frank's place tomorrow. I lost track of time and it got late.
Jade invited me to a party she's having this evening/night at a mansion she rented up north I'm going to go. She was pregnant the night I left, she had a baby boy but he passed at 4 weeks old. I wish I was here though out her pregnancy, and to help her during her loss. We talked everything out she told me she didn't try jumping me she was breaking the fight up and I attacked her. The way my head was that night I wouldn't doubt it.
She said she went through her pregnancy and loss alone, but she preferred it that way and not with Von.
While I took my band from around my edges the bell rung. I made sure my hair was good before seeing who was at the door. "Who is it?", I asked walking to the door.
"It's me baby.", I heard Jaylen say from behind the door. I swung the door open and squealed when I saw him. I hugged him tightly as I bounced up and down excitedly.
"I thought you were coming down tomorrow.", I said as I hugged him.
"I wanted to surprise you babe." We let go and he pulled flowers from behind his back. I smiled wide and took them. "Where you going? You look good." We made our way into the house with his bags and my flowers.
"Jade invited me to a party, I'm happy you're here you can meet her. Hurry and get dressed.", I rushed him as I walked away.
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We walked into the house. I expected it to be packed but it was just a few people. "I'm happy you made it.", Jade said hugging me tightly.
"Me too. This is my boyfriend Jaylen.", I said pointing at him. "This is Jade, my best friend." She smiled wide at me as they shook hands.
"Where's the bathroom?", Jaylen asked. I looked around as Jade pointed and told him directions.
"Frank's here with his girl. I didn't think you would come especially not with a man. I'm so sorry."
"Oh no it's good, we all adults. Jaylen know about us. Where's the liquor though cause I need some."
"Follow me.", Jade smiled. I followed her to a kitchen. There's liquor everywhere literally. "Pick your poison." As I looked at everything I saw somebody walk in out the corner of my eye. I turned and saw Frank holding 2 cups.
For some reason I got butterflies. My heart started feeling funny too. I couldn't do anything but look at him.
He glanced at me then back at the liquor then looked at me with wide eyes. "Kamora?", he asked surprised. I smiled. "Come here girl.", he said putting the cups down and opening his arms. We met each other half way and hugged tightly. I sniffed him and he smelt just as good as he did a few years ago.
I told myself to let go but I couldn't, he obviously couldn't either. He pulled back and looked at me making me let go. We just looked at each other. Jade started laughing making us snap back into reality and let each other go. Frank went back to the cups and I leaned on a counter. I looked at Jade and she was smiling softly at me. I looked at her strange. "What you want? I'll make you a drink.", she said changing the subject. "Surprise me.", I shrugged. I glanced at Frank and he was just looking at the cups.
I watched Jade as she made me a drink. "You get lost?", I heard a soft voice say. We all looked and saw a girl looking at Frank. She's a pretty chocolate girl, she's short, petite, and looks like a nice person. She looked at me and Jade and smiled, we smiled back.
"My bad Cee I forgot what you wanted.", Frank said rubbing the back of his neck. She chuckled.
"It's okay." She poured them drinks and Frank glanced at me. I looked away.
"Here I hope you like it.", Jade said putting a drink in front of me. Before I could respond I heard Jaylen.
"I looked everywhere for you babe.", he said.
"Jade was just making me a drink. You want something?"
"Nah I'm good." Me and Frank glanced at each other as him and his girl walked out.
I thought my feelings for him were gone, I guess not.
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I fake moaned as Jaylen ate me out. He give good dick but the head wack. That's my man though so I fake it to make him feel good.
He came up and pecked me before sliding in making me moan for real. My eyes rolled to the back of my head then I closed them.
