Kamora 23
June 15, 2020
Milwaukee, Wi
I didn't get in until 10 this morning. I cannot believe what happened last night. It's been playing in my head constantly. Jaylen is a great person and boyfriend, he definitely didn't deserve any of that shit.
I just, I don't know, it's something about Frank that gives me that high feeling when you just sitting there smiling looking stupid. That man makes love to my soul, not just my body. I feel so safe with him, so protected.
After all this time we still haven't talked. We did a little bit at his house but it turned into sex. Maybe we should sit down for real, no sex involved. I know he hurt by everything that happened, which he has a right to be.
...
"What up?", Frank asked sitting across from me. Here we are again, at his house. But we gone talk this time, I'll make sure if it.
"We never actually talked about me leaving and keeping the pregnancy from you.", I said looking at my fingers.
"What is there to talk about?" I looked up at him confused.
"Why I left-"
"Cause the shit Von did."
"Me not telling you about the b-"
"Cause you ain't think I'd want parts in raising our child."
"How it made you feel.", I was finally able to finish. I expected him to have a quick response but he didn't he just looked at me.
"You the first and last woman to break my heart.", he said with his head tilted. I can see the hurt in his eyes. "I had love for you, I loved you, I was in love with you. You just up and left. I know you had shit going on but you ain't even say bye, you left a letter on my step Kamora. A letter. I thought we were better than that." My heart started to sink. "You knew you were pregnant when you left and never told me nothing until you lost our child. You ain't even give me a chance. It is what it is though.", he shrugged."Fuck love, fuck you for making me feel that way. We good though, always." I just looked at him with my heart hurting. He chuckled and shook his head. "How I lose a sick ass nigga that's supposed to be best friend and my lover in the same day?" We just looked at each other. "Anything else?", he asked looking away. I shook my head "No." "You probably should leave, my girl on the way." He stood up and walked out the kitchen.
I slowly stood up and followed him. He opened the door for me and I left.
...
I listened to And I Still by Rod Wave as I started on dinner. I fucking love that man. I'm making something big for my man.
I should, I know I should, but I can't tell him anything.
Jade's on her way to help me cook. I'm making pot roast, fried chicken, mashed potatoes and gravy, cabbage with bacon, corn on the cob, spaghetti, dressing, yams, and corn bread. Homemade caramel cake for desert.
I opened the wine I bought and poured me a glass.
While I was sipping and cooking the bell rang. I went and it was Jade. I let her in and we both went to the kitchen. I poured her some wine and we started cooking.
I thought it would feel weird cause of everything that happened last night but she acting like nothing happened, so am I. "So me and Frank actually talked today.", I told Jade as I started the greens.
"How did it go?", she asked looking at me.
"Not how I thought it would. He's hurt and upset, he has a right. But damn, I didn't think it was that bad. Fuck! I didn't grab the ham hocks. Imma run to the store, you mind holding it down?"
"Go ahead!"
...
6 fucking stores later I finally found some on the other side of town. I just made it back. Jaylens here, early too. So much for a surprise.
They got Fuck The World by Rod Wave blasting hear that shit all the way out here. I peeked in the front room and didn't see him, he probably in the room.
I went to put the meat in the kitchen and saw Jaylen and Jade fucking. They still don't see me. I quickly ran to my car and left.
I just drove, with no destination.
...
After about 30, 35 minutes I ended up on Frank's porch. I stood there not knowing if I should knock or not. I turned around and left. "Aye!", I heard Frank yell as I was almost to my car. I turned around and saw him in the doorway with a towel around his waist.
He nodded his head and I walked back. "You straight?" "Fuck me one last time." He just looked at me before moving over so I could walk in.
"Pick your room.", he said after closing the door. I went to the kitchen and lifted up my sun dress. I put one leg on the island and prepared for getting fucked the best I've ever been fucked one last time.
Instead of dick I felt a tongue. "Oh fuck.", I moaned as my eyes rolled.
When I was about to reach my peak he stopped and slid in. Once he did I came.
Our moans and grunts filled the kitchen as he pounded me from the back. "What's my name?", Frank asked smacking my ass.
"Fuck. Frank.", I moaned. He grabbed my throat and smacked my ass again. "I said what's my name?!" "Frank!"
"Kamora what's my fuckin' name!"
"Daddy!", I screamed as we both came. I pulled out of me and I caught my breath. I got up and went to his bathroom. I peed and wiped my area down with a warm towel and soap.
Frank was at the door waiting for me with a bulge in his towel. He opened the door and I left.
