Kamora 23
July 25, 2020
Milwaukee, Wi
Frank went out for some drinks with his coworkers and I'm home with the kids and Faith.
The kids are sleeping no. Me and Faith are sitting in the kitchen drinking wine.
Me and Frank been, getting more acquainted since we fucked in the kitchen. He been sleeping with me every night, randomly spoiling me, getting a little more touchy not sexually though. I think we might be becoming something.
What's fucked up is I think I'm pregnant cause I ain't get period yet, I'm late 3 days. I could just be late, it happened before. I just hope it ain't Jaylen's baby. It's been a little over a month since we last fucked and me and Frank been fucking way more. It do only take once though.
I got a test just scared to take it.
"Okay I gotta get ready to go, I got an interview tomorrow at that one nursing home you sent me.", she said putting her phone in her purse.
"That's what's up I'm sure they'll hire you.", I said as we stood up.
"I hope so cause I came to this bitch with a hope and a dream." We laughed as I walked her to the door. I opened the door as we hugged. She was walking to her car as Frank pulled up. As she pulled off Frank was making it to the door. He fucked up.
"Hey.", he kissing my head as he closed and locked the door.
"Hey.", I said softly.
"Not you tryna sound sexy now." I laughed.
"Boy bye. You want me to warm your food up? You should let me know you were on the way I woulda had it ready for you."
"Nah come sit with me.", he said softly grabbing my hand. He lead me to the front room and we sat on the couch. He pulled me onto his chest and just held me. He kissed my head then rested his on mine. "How you feelin'?", he asked.
"I'm good. You?", I asked as I rested my eyes.
"I'm good too." We sat in silence for like 20 minutes. "When you gone be mine again? We had something real good. I want that back again." I exhaled as I sat up. "What?"
"I don't think that's a good idea."
"Why?", he asked confused. I exhaled and started playing with my fingers. "We can work whatever out, you know ion even be trippin'.", he said putting his hand over mine.
"I think I could be pregnant cause I'm late.", I said lowly.
"Why is that a bad thing? Imma take care of my babies. Imma be so happy." He rubbed my stomach. I could hear him smiling I just can't look at him.
"Depending on how far along I am, it's a possibility that the baby could be Jaylen's."
"I mean ian worried about that. If you pregnant that's my baby. Simple. You definitely gotta chill on the drinking and smoking until you find out though." I looked up at him and he was looking at me.
"You just sayin' that.", I said crossing my arms.
"Why I gotta lie to you?", he asked moving his dreads from his face. "Imma run to the store and get you a test."
"Ain't nothing open right now."
"The gas station."
"They gone be expensive.", I said.
"So.", he said standing up. As he was walking to the door I stopped him.
"Wait. I got a box." He turned around and looked at me.
"Why you holding out?"
"It's kinda a big thing. I'm not ready for this shit. So much gone change. Cyrus just turned one.", I said.
"We gone get through it together.", he said.
"What if it's complications?"
"We'll get through it."
"What if I have another miscarriage?"
"We'll get through it."
"What if I get an abortion?"
"We can get through that too. I got you forever." I just looked at him for a second before sitting down. I exhaled.
"They're in the Walmart back in the closet in the room.", I said pushing a braid behind my ear.
...
I laid them on the counter then covered it with a towel. I took all three just in case one or two was wrong. I'm sure all 3 wouldn't be wrong.
A light knock on the door made me jump a little. I opened it for Frank and he came in. "Where is it?", he asked looking around confused. I pointed to the towel and he lifted it up. I quickly looked away.
"What is say?", I asked holding my chest. "Wait imma look. No just tell me. Wait. Give me a second to breath." I tried controlling my breathing but I started hyperventilating and my eyes got watery.
Frank pulled me to him and held me tightly. I broke down in his chest. I heard the bathroom door close. "I'm ok. I'm ok.", I said getting myself together wiping my eyes. I was about to move the towel but he stopped me. "I'm good. I'm just scared. I'm good though."
"Why you scared?" I shrugged. "If you pregnant that's my baby. You hear me? Imma make sure y'all good, imma make sure everybody good. I promise." He held my face so I was looking in his eyes. Just like that it didn't feel so hard to breathe. I took a deep breath and nodded. He kissed my head then my lips and let my face go.
I closed my eyes and lifted up the towel. I didn't hear him react at all, I don't know how to take it. I opened my eyes and saw that each test had two lines, saying I'm pregnant. I picked one up and held my chest. Frank pulled me to him and held me tight. He kissed my head. "I got y'all."
