Kamora 23
June 22, 2020
Milwaukee, Wi
These past couple of days me and Frank been helping each other. I know Jade's gone and Jaylen killed her but, it's not as heavy anymore.
It kinda feel like old times. Like I never left. I kinda wish it could stay like this cause, I feel good.
I just dropped Dream off at practice now I'm at the store. They both want me to surprise them so that's what imma do. I just don't know what to cook yet.
I decided on some baby shower food. Imma do some wings, rotel, meatballs, mini club sandwiches, deviled eggs, and taco salad.
...
Instead of starting the food right away I decided to wait until I pick up Dream. I been showing her how to cook. I know she likes our little one on one lessons but it's healing a part of me somehow.
I sat on the couch looking for something to watch to make the time go by faster. Once I put on Love and Hip Hop Frank came and sat next to me. "Not this ghetto ass shit.", he said moving the plow from between us and putting his arm around me.
"Umm for one you love this ghetto ass shit and for two, what you doing?", I asked looking at him confused.
"Chilling with my baby." I looked at him confused. "We both can act like we ain't soulmates, but we both know we are. Imma marry you. I'll leave you alone for now though. I'm bout to go take a shower." He got up and left. I just walked him as he left.
I sunk in the seat tryna make myself smaller somehow, for some reason, before looking back at the tv.
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Dream had a stomach ache so I ended up cooking alone. While I was sipping on wine and cooking Frank walked in. "Don't you leave in a few days?", he asked.
"Yup.", I nodded not taking my eyes off the food.
"You going back to where you was before?"
"Nah. Imma travel until home finds me I guess."
"You are home.", he said. I glanced at him then looked back at the food.
"I need a new home. A fresh start.", I shrugged.
"You can get that with me."
"I gotta do this one alone."
"I-Ion want you to leave me again.", he said sounding like a child. I looked at him and he looks sad. He itches his head not looking at me.
"I need to finish healing before I even try to love you again, on that level.", I said honestly.
"Be my dawg til we get back right again then." I just looked at him. He kissed the side of my head before leaving.
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While we were playing Monopoly my phone kept ringing, I ended up looking to see who it was and it's a girl I work with. I answered it.
Me:Hello?
Sasha:Some people from the city of Milwaukee are here looking for you! They left a card but ain't say what they wanted. But they said it's urgent. The manager was gone call you but I told her I'd call you.
Me:I mean, I'm in Milwaukee. Can you send me the number?
Sasha:Of course!
We hung up and I left the room as I got the number I called it. It said it's outside of business hours. It's CPS. I left a message before going back to the room. What the fuck they want with me?
