SN:I decided to stop dating the chapters and if you couldn't tell by now, we acting like the pandemic didn't happen in the story lol
This is the last month we have in Milwaukee but Frank moved me and the kids now, he's back and forth for work.
I'm 7 weeks pregnant with twins. They said my time of conception is around the time I fucked Frank and Jaylen. I went to my appointment alone and lied and told him they ain't have nothing available for when he's off. He told me not to worry about that but I can't help but to.
I be stressing about like everything when I'm here with the kids, when Frank's here he definitely make things seem not as bad. He left last night and it's been hard already.
While I was looking in the refrigerator the bell rang then my phone rang immediately after. I grabbed my phone and saw it was Faith. I answered it as I walked to the door and she was breathing hard.
Me:Hello?
Faith:Bitch open the door then stairs ain't no joke.
I walked to the door quicker and opened it, there she was. "Hi cousin!", she yelled opening her arms smiling wide. I hugged her tightly. She's not Frank but I know she'll make me feel better.
"Come in, come in.", I pulled her in closing the door behind her. "Bitch how? Like what?" She laughed.
"I went by the house to see you cause I forgot y'all left and it was only Frank there. He wrote down the address for me and gave me the pin. That job ain't work out for me so I ain't missing work. I got an interview next Monday. But I'm here cause you seemed sad as fuck, I'll be here until Sunday." I poked out my lip.
"Thank you Faith." We hugged again she followed me to the kitchen.
"Okay bitch when you gone give me a tour cause this bitch is nice."
"After I eat some of this fruit." I pulled the camera up and looked at the kids. Cyrus is still taking his nap and it looks like Dream is playing dress up.
"Okay where the kids?" I showed her and she nodded. "So what's been going on. We haven't talked talked since you said you were pregnant.", she said. I exhaled.
"Girl I'm pregnant with twins. They was conceived around the same time I was you know. I been looking into it and I can get a dna test before I even have them. I-"
"Bitch I love you, I fuck with you, and I know I ain't been around that long so please don't take this the wrong way. Cause I mean like no harm at all. But, bitch why you worried about that when you literally have a man that don't care at all. I could be wrong but I feel like you do wanna be pregnant and you're happy about it but once you start thinking about who the biological daddy is you get like so down in the dumps. Frank don't care at all and you damn need a drink after thinking about it.", she said. I moved the fruit around as I thought. She's right.
"After keeping our first baby from him and miscarrying I wanna give him another one, one that's actually his. I still feel bad about that shit. I would feel bad having Jaylen's babies. Like how imma give him kids before giving Frank one?"
"He act like Cyrus and Dream are actually his, I don't think it can get no better than that Kamora. But shit the looks of how this nigga living you can have a couple back to back and y'all still gone be living right." She looked around.
"I just need to know."
"So after you find out then what?"
"I'll have peace of mind and I'll see if his feelings change.", I shrugged.
"I'm sure they won't but, I'm here for you through whatever bitch." I smiled.
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I went and got Dream enrolled in school and did a little shopping a little bit after Faith came. I'm making some fried chicken, baked macaroni, sweet potatoes, green beans, and corn bread.
