Three's a Crowd(boyxboy) (Completed!)

Chapter 22: Aftermath

Payton's POV* Tuesday

Well this was the absolute worst case scenario...

Dean and I finally had sex together. A beautiful and amazing experience that I was over the moon about!.... Until she came along and had to ruin it!

I will admit, yesterday was... a lot. When Dean first got home, he didn't seem to be himself... He was hysterical and confused. But when we woke up later that evening... He was back to the Dean I knew. I felt conflicted, and even though I finally got what I wanted, I began to regret it... No not because of Margo, but because I had just started something with Ben and our second date was tomorrow...

God, why did I have to ruin everything for myself?

I stared at my phone, wondering if I should cancel. "No!" I told myself. "Whatever happened yesterday, was yesterday!" I could still go on my date, I just had to stay quiet about what happened. It's not like Ben and I were officially anyways...

I left the apartment immediately after she got there, I knew it would be a shit show if I stayed. I called Dan, and he and I went out shopping until it was time to head to work. I didn't even look at Dean when I stopped by the apartment later on to grab my bag for work. I wanted to stay as far away from him as I possibly could so he could have space to figure this shit out. Dan took me to work after that. I had been acting strangely ever since he picked me up earlier today, and he finally mentioned it to me as we drove.

"Okay spill." He told me out of nowhere. "You've been antsy all day, what is eating at you." He asked bluntly.

"It's... Complicated to explain..." I told him glumly.

"Well start of easy hunny. What is all of this about?"

"Dean." I said.

"Okay... More details please." He said trying to get me to explain it better. "It's always about Dean, but what did he do this time?" He asked.

"He... He fucked me Dan." I told him quietly.

Dan slammed on the brakes of the car. "He did WHAT?"

We jostled forward in our seatbelts awkwardly. Thank god the roads weren't busy right now!

"God! You're gonna give me fucking whiplash!" I screeched.

"Sorry, let me pull over." He drove into a gas station parking spot, then looked at me wide eyed. "You mean... He actually..."

"Yes! Jesus! Dean put his dick inside my ass, okay?" I said not wanting to repeat myself. "But now everything is all fucked up!"

"Oh my God!" He squealed ecstatically, then sat for a second thinking about it. "Oh my God..." He repeated, but this time the situation set in. "No... You and Ben were getting along so well! Ugh now I see what you mean by everything is all fucked up..."

"Yeah! Now I don't know what to do." I sighed. "We even have our date tomorrow..."

"Well you can't hide it. That would just hurt Ben more. Honestly hun, it's better to get out of things before they get to serious."

"But I still don't know how Dean feels about everything... Just because we fucked once doesn't mean we're going to be together. I feel like this is just him going back to how we used to be: Him teasing me, and not being serious about my real feelings. I'm just going to get hurt again..."

"Well you need to talk to him. Ask him what his intentions are. If he wants to stay with her, then you have to move on. If he wants to be with you, then you have to break things off with Ben."

I sighed dramatically. "I don't want to do either of those things." I whined. "And besides, I couldn't ask his intentions if I wanted to, she was at our apartment all day today."