Dean's POV* Monday
I was extremely confused and scared. What in the world was going on with me? Margo was my girlfriend, and usually boyfriend's want to sleep with their girlfriend, but apparently not me!
I kept hearing those words in my head, over and over, but not by Margo. It was Payton's voice. "I want all of you Dean." I kept remembering from that night. I remembered how close I was to letting him kiss me. I remembered his arms around my neck, and how warm it was to be next to him. I remembered his voice and how soft and submissive it sounded as he confessed his whole heart to me, and I even remembered the longing expression on his face.
All of it came crashing back on me, and I couldn't rid my head of it. Why wouldn't my brain stop thinking about him?
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Payton's POV*
Well this was a huge mess. Ben and I were flirting, and I was pretty sure it was going to end up being a super hot fap session, but now it was completely ruined.
Dean was on the way back, so reluctantly I had to text Ben and reschedule. What was wrong with Dean anyways? He sounded confused and panicked, which worried me immensely, but wanting to talk? That worried me even more!
I let out a deep sigh, then headed to my room to lay down before he got there.
Around ten minutes later, I heard the door opening.
"Payton?" Dean called out.
"I'm in here!" I called down the hallway. I felt a lump of anxiety lodge itself in my throat, and my body tensed as I heard his footsteps get closer and closer to my room. I sat up in the corner under the canopy, and grabbed a pillow to hug against.
He knocked before he came in, then walked straight to my bed climbed in, and wrapped his arms right around me. "Payton..." He said in that same strange voice.
I looked down at the top of his head that was nuzzled in my chest. I was feeling more worried. "Um... Hey Dean... Are you okay?" I asked rubbing his back.
"No... I... I don't know...." Was all he could manage.
"Well talk to me. Tell me what's wrong." I said trying to feint calmness.
"I.. I can't... It's.. It's you Payton." He said hysterically.
"I need you to calm down Dean. Take a deep breath in and out." I said showing him how. "What's me? What did I do this time?" I asked, my anxiety raising higher in my throat.
"I can't stop... Thinking about you... about that night... when we almost kissed..." Came his answer.
My face lit right up. "Oh that night..." I said remembering. "Dean... You told me you wanted to be with her that night though... Not me.." I told him sadly.
"Yeah but now... Now I can't get your voice out of my head... 'I want all of you Dean...' Margo said that to me... But all I could think of was when you said the same thing... " He looked up at me.
"Dean..." I said, but couldn't continue and dropped my gaze away from him.
"I don't know what's wrong with me... Margo wanted to fuck me since last night, but every time we tried I thought of you Payton, what the hell is wrong with me? Why am I feeling like this?" He asked me pleadingly, as if I knew all the answers.
"I don't know..." I told him in complete honesty. "Only you can answer that..."
We sat there staring at each other, trying to figure this out.
"I love her... " Dean eventually said. "I want to be with her... But I can't ignore that I've been thinking about you... and when I'm with her... It doesn't feel right anymore..."
My heart flipped and fluttered at that. I couldn't believe he was really saying that. I blushed. "I'm so flattered to hear that Dean, but I know I'm not what you want..."
"What if you are?" He asked me seriously.
I was completely taken aback. "I... I don't know how to respond to that..." I told him blushing immensely.
"I need an answer Payton." He said looking me directly in the eyes. "What if you are what I want? What then?"
"You don't know what you are saying." I said trying not to be so flustered. "You love Margo... Not me... it's always been like that..."
"I think I've changed my mind." He told me in the most serious way I'd ever witnessed.
My heart beat wildly in my chest, and I thought surely this was fake, this couldn't possibly be what he was really saying. "Dean.... I don't know if what you are saying is what you really mean... and right now, I think it's too much... Let's rest and maybe when we wake up things will make more sense."
He looked at me in agreeance. "Sure. Maybe then we can figure this all out..."
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Three's a Crowd(boyxboy) (Completed!)
Fiction généraleDean was happy with his beautiful girlfriend Margo. They had been together since elementary and nothing could ever break them apart... Well... Maybe his bratty gay bestfriend Payton. They have been friends since childhood, and Payton has been trying...
