Three's a Crowd(boyxboy) (Completed!)

Chapter 33: Praise and Punishment

Payton’s POV* Friday

I paced around the bathroom for nearly an hour after I had texted Dean. My heart was still racing, and the anxiety in my throat would not relinquish itself. I had my eyebrows knitted and my hand clutching my throat.

I heard a knock at the door. "Hey Payton? Is everything alright? I haven't heard the water shut off yet? Can I come in?"

Shit! I ripped off all my clothes and jumped into the shower. "Yeah come in, it's unlocked." I called out.

"Alright." He replied, and pried the door open and came in. "You okay?" He asked behind the curtain.

"I'm fine! I was just really enjoying the warmth." I lied, trying to sound confident in my response.

"Do you mind if I join you?" He asked gingerly.

Fuck, fuck, fuck!

If he looked at my face right now, he’d be able to see how messed up I was feeling. I felt so ashamed and guilty about what I was going to have to do, and I wanted to avoid it.

I wasn’t ready to cut things off though… I really liked Ben, and I really didn't want this to end… If I spoke with him right now, I would'nt be able to stop myself from confessing everything.

Besides, why was I being made to choose having Dean as a friend, or having Ben as my boyfriend? It wasn’t fair that I wasn’t allowed to have both of them in my life. It's not like Dean wanted to date me anyways. At least I didn't think he did…

Wait, I did remember him saying he wanted to take my feelings seriously… Shit… Maybe he did want to date afterall… God… Everything was a bloody mess… It looked like Dan was right all along….

Well I didn't care. I had made my decision, and now I had to live with it. No matter how messy it would be, Ben was coming with us tomorrow. If Dean couldn't be civil and talk things out like adults, then that was on him.

I pulled myself together. "Yeah of course you can babe, get in here." I said sexily.

He didn't ask anything further. I heard his belt buckle open, and his jeans drop on to the floor. Next was his shirt, it rustled as it came off, then hit the floor as well. He came toward the shower and climbed in behind me.

He placed his hands on my hips and kissed the back of my neck softly. "I missed you. I thought you were avoiding me…" He admitted.

"No, no!" I told him turning around to face him. "I just needed some me time is all." I smiled and kissed his lips. "But now that you're here… Why don't we make it us time?" I suggested, wrapping my arms around his neck, and giving him a sexy grin.

"What a naughty kitten." He purred seductively, then  pulled me closer in a swift motion.

"Kitten?" I echoed, blushing immensely.

He looked at me with want in his eyes. "Yes. From now on you are my naughty little sex kitten Payton." He placed his lips on mine and kissed me with intention.

I moaned against his mouth, feeling the excitement growing between my legs. I pulled my lips away. "Ben… I want you to fuck me… Now." I said, looking at him full of desire and want.

"Oh yeah?" He asked, pulling my chin up with his thumb on my bottom lip. "How badly do you want it kitten?" He asked in that dominating way of his. He glanced down with desire burning in his mitch matched eyes.

My face went red. "I want you so badly Ben…"

"Ah ah ah. That’s master to you, now that you're my little pet." He corrected, and wrapped his hand loosely around my throat. "Say it again, but properly this time."