Blood Or Love (COMPLETED)

Chapter 38

Anastasia's POV

I woke up to big beautiful eyes of Lori looking at me. "When did you wake up? Why didn't you wake me up too?" I asked as I tried to get out of his hands that were wrapped around me. "Morning love." He whispered "You were peacefully sleeping and I didn't want to wake your beautiful sleep. After all, today's a big day. We have to go to the doc. I've already booked our appointment. Are you ready to face today?" He asked as he placed one of his hands at my cheek and tightening the other around my waist bringing me closer to him.

I scooted closer towards him and dug my head in his chest. "Lori I'm not sure..." I answered, hugging him back and placing my one leg on top of his. "If you don't want to go then too it's okay but remember Ana, you have to know about it sooner or later. If not today then tomorrow or so. It's upon you. I'm ready when you are, okay?" He stroked my hair, placing a kiss on my hairline. Whatever he said was true too. We have to face it. Going through everything back then was too difficult but now I have him by my side.

"Lori, you know, when I got to know about the boys, I was shocked. To be honest, I wasn't even ready for it. And you know that because of the circumstances, it was all too difficult. I wasn't ready to face that back then. But you'd be here with me, by my side right?" I was a bit scared. Though what he did wasn't exactly wrong but it wasn't right either. So it just scares me now.

"Ofcourse I will be, Ana. Don't worry. I won't do anything this time that will hurt you or kids. Trust me this once Ana. What I did back then was because I was helpless. But now, whatever I'll do, first I'll discuss it with you, sir or dad, then only I'll take the step. I even gave up the mafia, so that problem has also vanished now. Now I'm just a businessman. Ana I love you. And trust me when I say this, I mean it in all ways. I'll always be with you no matter what. I've been sticking by your side your whole life. Just know that now I'm stuck to your ass and I won't leave that sexy ass of yours for anything in the world." He ended and I almost had tears in my eyes. The moment the tear left my eyes, the pad of his thumb wiped my tear.

"Don't cry Ana, it's all gonna be alright and even if we're not going to be pregnant then too it's fine okay. Now come on, let's get up before the kids come in." He said and I nodded. I sat up straight and stroked his hair. Instead of getting up, he placed his head on my lap and looked at me with mischief. "Didn't you say to get up before the kids come?" I asked, smiling at him. "I asked you to get up. I can lay here all day if I wish to. Just give me a head massage for the last time because from now onwards, I'll be massaging you, anywhere you want." He whispered the last line dangerously and smirked at me.

"Lori, it's not the time now, I'm going for the shower, you check up on the kids and after I have shower, bring them for a bath." I said quickly and tried to take his head off of my lap but he's too heavy ughh. "Get up will you? At what time is the appointment?" I asked. "Exactly two hours from now." He answered by grabbing my hand. I checked it was six now and kids have school at half past seven.

"So we'll drop the kids to school and directly go to see the doc from there right?" I asked as he nodded kissing my hand for the umpteenth time, not that I mind. "Ana massage." He smiled. I just can't resist this man. "Fine but only for ten minutes." And he nodded like a child.

I massaged his head while he was continuously speaking something or other randomly and making me laugh. "Come on now get up." He sighed sadly but got up nonetheless. He pecked my forehead and my whole face and picked me up as usual. "Lori someday you'll get tired of me if you keep picking me up." I chuckled. "Naah not happening. I'll keep picking you up until I can. Till then shhh." And with the hush, he kissed me and sat me on our boys' bed. Their bed was also a big one where all the three can fit in. It was smaller than ours but big enough for them.