The love of my life 2-Jadon sancho

Thirty-one🦋babys gender🫶🏽

Jadon PoV

This morning I felt the worse I have felt in a while due to a lot of things in my life but also what is going on in my head

I have been feeling terrible for a while now
But as all boys/men do is hide away their feelings away. My physical health has not been good I have not been playing well at all making me feel less motivated

My mental health has not been good either
I don't really know how to explain the way I feel, I just feel like the world is against me and everything I do is never good enough for anyone

I miss my little man

I never new how much Azai would pay a big impact in my live everywhere I go I think about him and i just want him by my side all the time.

I miss his laugh and I miss being around him, Azai is the reason I carry on today because I could never show him my weak side as I am meant to be the biggest role model for him

My baby girl Truth

If some one said to me 5 year ago that one day I would be with the most beautiful, hardworking and amazing girl with a son
And a baby on the way

I would call them a straight liar

It is coming to a point in my live that I can not be with out True, everything about her I love. In fact I never knew that definition of love until True came in my life

And that is why I will fight and fight just not to lose her because if I lose her I will lose myself, I don't actually think I could live on the earth without True

And my little prince or princess
Who is on the way

I never thought it was possible to love with someone you have never meet
Watching the baby grow inside True stomach is one of the most incredible things ever

And my heartbreaks in so many places knowing I am going to miss scans and all the important things that true should not be doing alone

I should be right next to her holding her hand

And I am praying badly that when I eventually can go back home I will be cam be with my little family and hopefully shortly afterwards our baby will arrive

Or he or she my arrive early
But also as I am there and the baby is all healthy and True is all good then I don't care when the baby arrives

Family is at the root of everything I do and it is also at the root of everything I create

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True PoV

Last night I did not even have a full night sleep, every hour i randomly woke up i went to bed last night worrying about Azai
Hoping he not getting any worser

Everytime I woke up I got out of bed and went to his bedroom
I checked his forehead making sure his fever was gone but it was still there

Sometimes when I went into Azia room he would of been awake and he would cry when he would see my but eventually he would go back to sleep

But this morning as I could not sleep no more i decided to get out of my bed and make the sheets, I went into my bathroom and had a shower and then I brushed my teeth and washed my face
Then I got changed