True PoV
Jadon has now left to go on his vacation to la with his friends and now it's just me and the 3 kids. We have all have had dinner and we all bathed
"How about you all sleep in mommy's big bed?" I suggested
"Yeahhhh" Azia shouted
"Come one then" i says
"Oh Azia can you carry theses for me whilst I carry ace and Ari?" I asked him passing him Ari bottle of milk
We are now all in my bedroom Azia is in the bed with Ari and ace laying next to him then I got in the bed too
"Shall we watch a movie?" I asked them
"Yess" Azia responded
"Okay what one?" I asked him
"Ermm can we watch the minions?" He asked
"Of course" i say
I put the minions on the tv and I picked up ace and laid him in my arms so I could breastfeed him, whilst I was doing that Ari was laying next to me so I put my arm around her and started feeding her bottle of milk whilst she paid attention to the tv
By the end of the movie all of the kids are fast asleep, I went on my phone for a little before I went to sleep
Jadon🫶🏽
I have arrived
That's good, have a great time
Thank you ma
Goodnight
Goodnight ma love you
Love you too
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The next morning
I woke up a couple of times during the night to feed ace and I woke up to give Ari her bottle milk but she only wakes up once during the night
"Hi mama" Azia says
"Hi baby boy" i say to him
Azia came and laid on top of me with his head on my chest and I stroked the back of his head
"You okay baby?" I asked him
"Yes" he says
Me and Azia chilled like that for a bit before Ari woke up, so I picked her up and let her sit on her big brother back
Azia started laughing
"Are you sitting on your brother back?" I asked her and she was just smiling a lot
Eventually Azia got off me and the 3 of us was chilling in my bed as ace was asleep in the side crib
"Mama can I get my iPad to FaceTime daddy?" He asked me
"Yeah okay" i say to him
Azia got out of the bed and ran to his bedroom then came back with his iPad in his hand, he got back into the bed and started FaceTime jadon
"Daddyyyy" Azia says when Jadon face popped up on the screen
"Hi lil man" Jadon says to him
I was looking at Jadon face feeling 1000 different emotions in my body
How amazing he looks! But also how much we need a break from each other
But also how much I didn't want to let him go
"Mommy look it's daddy" Azai says turning the iPad so Jadon could see my face
"Hi" I say to Jadon
A big smile appeared on his face and I smirked holding my smile back
