time went by slow. so slow. i wanted to be home. with my mom, with isaiah. i ended up forgiving him
once he explained everything to me. more so, jaiden explained it. i felt bad. 3 more days and i'm home. i cant wait.
isaiah
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"bro i miss my girl. "
"yea i feel you, i told her what happened..
at the party yk"
"well what did happen? i was fuckin drunk asf, new thing yk i'm fuckin ts outta nana"
"well basically, we was all chillin, drinkin and shit. you had some crown & whitney. we told u to chill, u said u got it and that u could handle alcohol so we let you be. nay come rubbing up on you talking bout "let's go upstairs to "chill". "
"we told nana you good, you told nana that you probably shouldn't but you hesitantly went up anyway. ny came looking for you and we told her we ain't see you because we hadn't. she went upstairs found yall and then that was that. you came downstairs telling us you ain't want to do it but she started feeling you up. ny walked out the house when you came down, she looked calm but sad. "
"damn bruh.. so i didn't .. yk fuck nana? willingly"
"not that we know of. "
isaiah sat and thought for a while, nana sent the video to everyone saying she bagged someone boyfriend. lot of people ain't believe her. thank god. i knew there was a chance to get my baby back & i was gonna do all it takes.
sanyiah
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i go home tomorrow. kinda glad to get outta this place. my cuts were healing but they itched bad. i pretty much slept my whole time here. didn't wanna get along with anyone but i was ready to go home. 7:24 is what the clock read. i closed my eyes going to sleep.
i was woken up at 7am by one of the administration here and they told me my mom was here. i gathered my things & walked through the hallway. i walked out, hugged my mom and got in the car. the ride was silent. when we got home, she told me she loved me and i said it back. going upstairs, getting ready to shower.
isaiah
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i laid in her bed, waiting for her. hearing the shower running. she took a shower so long that i fell asleep. i heard her door open and woke up a lil.
"hey ny ny"
"isaiah?? what are you doing here?"
"i wanted to surprise you, come lay down with me"
i watched her get dressed in the clothes i had left at her house all the times i slept over. she looked good, smelled better. once she got in the bed, she laid on top of me. i played in her beautiful curls knowing it relaxed her. knowing she felt good to be home. she let out a loud sign unintentionally. she was exhausted, i could tell it. sanyiah barely ever told me things, she handled shit in her own way.
she never wanted me to worry so she kept things to herself. the bad thoughts, the scary ones that made her cry or made her feel like she wasn't enough. i loved sanyiah every day since i was 11 years old. granted i was too young to know what love was but i knew i wanted to spend life with her. it wasn't infatuation, it was love. she moved around trying to get comfortable on my chest.
sanyiah
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"saiah, your hoodie is making me hot.. can you take it off please"
"yea, my bad"
i watched him closely as he took his hoodie off, he took his shirt of too. i like sleeping on his bare chest, like a baby almost. he makes me safe. his skin was smooth, always was. i loved moments like these.
neither of us said anything but it was a comfortable silence. we enjoyed each others company. he had turned his phone off when i started going to sleep, letting me know he was probably gonna go to sleep with me.
like always. we almost always sleep when we're at my house because i never really wanna do anything and plus, i was exhausted. i drifted off in his arms like always.
isaiah
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i watched as she slept, i always did. she looked so comfortable, so happy. she always make a "hmm" sound when she slept, i found it cute. i drew shapes into her back as she slept knowing it brought her peace as long as my hand was somewhere on her while she slept. i placed my hand on her back massaging it like always until i started getting tired also.
9:56 the clock read. it was early as hell. i closed my eyes and just was happy that i was back with my baby. i loved her more than life itself. it was crazy. for 6 years, i didn't wanna be with nobody else. didn't care bout nobody else. it was always saiah and ny, wherever i was, she was and vice versa. sanyiah had been through shit, a lot of shit. she hid her problems with weed.
i smoked with her sometimes but not a lot yk with basketball and shit. i felt my eyelids getting heavier the more i thought so i closed them, glad to have my baby home.
time skip. 4 hours later.
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as the couple woke up, they both stared into space for a while before finally getting up. sanyiah going to the bathroom, isaiah going downstairs to make them some food.
after she flushed the toilet, the brown skinned girl went downstairs and saw the boy making them food, she hugged him from
behind, surprising him.
she wrapped her hands around his torso and he placed his hands, that were twice the size of hers, on top of hers. they were comfortable with each other. safe. he turned around and kissed the girl. just as the kiss deepened, her mom walked in.
i feel like this chapter is all over the place but hey, i'm new at this so bare w/ me here😭 .
