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sanyiah
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isaiah had been asking me what's wrong. he knew there was more to what i was telling him and i didn't want to keep lying to him. the nightmares got worse every time i closed my eyes. i haven't seen isaiah in 2 days, not since he first saw me cry in my sleep. i wanted space but i wanted him here. i knew if he came back then i would have to tell him and i didn't want to. i didn't wanna think about it anymore. he had been blowing me up, trying to get me to talk to him. i just couldn't bring myself to respond to him.
my saiah 💕🥹
good morning beautiful
ima be a lil busy later so if i don't respond that's why
you good?
nyyy come overrrr
i miss you baby
u wanna go on a date? like a picnic or sum? i know u like picnics
sanyiah.. answer me man
are you mad at me? i'm sorry for what i did..
i love you ny
i got you some food.. if you wanna eat.. it's at your door. figured you don't wanna see me..
i love you.
todays the tourney, 15 for you🤞🏽. like always ❤️ .
i love you lil 13 💙 .
just turning my phone off so i can be in my thoughts, i just didn't wanna be around anyone. i haven't left my room since isaiah was last over here. i just don't wanna do anything. i'm tired. texting my mom telling her she can have the food isaiah left me.
me
you can have the food isaiah left for me.. i'm not hungry.
ma dukess💕
are you sure sweetie?
me
yea, i'm sure. enjoy it
ma dukess💕
are you okay? you haven't left your room in 2 days..
me
i'm fine, just been tired
ma dukess💕
okay sweetie, i love you 🥰
me
love you too ❤️
this was gonna be a long day...
isaiah
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me
i love you lil 13 💙 .
read 12:42pm
i just sat and stared at the message.. she hadn't responded to me since i left her house.. it was killing me. i needed to talk to her.. she's never missed a game. ever. i knew she wasn't feeling good mentally but even those days, she'd still show so when she wasn't in the crowd, i felt a little disappointed. coach called me over to get warmed up so i tried to ignore it.
the ball was passed to me, i hit the perfect 3 pointer from the left wing. crowd going crazy. 10 seconds left on the clock, knowing we had to play this smart. i got the ball passed to me once again, running down the court, 5 seconds on the clock. i could run the play and hold the ball or try for a half court shot. that's exactly what i did. just a little before the half court line, i threw the ball up. buzzer going off in the distance as we all watched the ball, the gym was quiet. everyone waiting for the outcome of the shot. *swish* the ball was in. everyone started screaming and yelling. my teammates running up to me, parents screaming out of joy. they started chanting my last name. it felt good. my first half court shot.
