3 more chapters, thank you if you've gotten this far🫶🏽 . major time skips for the last few chapters because i'm running out of shit to write about this book 😭
& by time skips, i'm talking YEARS.
anywho, enjoy 😗
sanyiah
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today was isis's 3rd birthday and it was a whirlwind. kaiser had me and isaiah do the decorations while ahmad and isis played around.
they got along very well and we loved to see it.
me and na'lia set aside our differences but we still barely spoke. only when we were around each other.
ahmad was starting kindergarten next month and it was so bittersweet for me and isaiah.
he grew up so fast, he was just a baby curled up in isaiah's chest now he's running around chasing his cousin and starting kindergarten in less than a month.
it made me sad a little because he was just so small, now he's all the way up to my waist.
after we sung happy birthday and the after ended, we went home.
"did you have fun with isis?"
"yeah" ahmad said smiling big
he was such a big boy, it was killing me
he was still a real sensitive kid, he hated when people yelled at him
once we got home, isaiah cooked and we ate then ahmad ran upstairs for his bath
"come on mommy!"
"i'm coming i'm coming"
i ran upstairs and started running his bath
i washed his hair and cleaned his body off then i wrapped him up in a towel and got him dressed for bed
"can we go back to see kk tomowwow"
who's kk?
"uncle kaiser?"
he nodded
ohh that who kk is
"okay but only if he says it's okay."
"otay"
he got in his bed and went to sleep like nothing.
he still slept so much. never figured out why but he never put up a fuss to go to bed.
i went in me and isaiah's room and went to my desk.
"what if we homeschool him?" i genuinely asked
"sanyiah the boy doesn't start school for another month, relax"
"but he's growing so fast, next thing you know he's gonna have his first girlfriend and his first car and be graduating and off to college"
"sanyiah relax, you're rambling. he's only 4, why are you talking about college? he has another 14 years before he has to worry and you do too"
he was right but like.. damn
"he was just a little baby saiah. sleeping next to us in that little bassinet you bought. waking up for his 2am feeds and you showing how much you loved him. him falling asleep on your chest almost every night. his first word.. he was just so little.. now he's 3 years old requesting "shikken nuggets" and apple slices"
