Elemental Wolves

{Chapter Eleven}

Teagan

I felt myself come back into in a state of semi consciousness. And I feel lighter than I have in a long time.

The dull throbbing in my head and the fluttery feeling I had in my stomach with him were gone. I don't know what he did to me, but it felt good.

Really good actually. Even Kade is still sleeping soundly. I guess I can leave him alone .. for now.

For the first time though, I feel.. oddly enough; complete. As close to complete a wolf could get short of mating. I'm not wanting for anything. I need anything right now. And work, I'll pretend it never crossed my mind. Contentment.

I am kind of confused, because I have no idea where I am. I sat up to try and familiarize myself with the immediate vicinity.

Only to come up with nothing. At least until I noticed the guitar in the far corner of the room. Oh, I'm in my treehouse. I knew that.

I move to get up, the aching with the need to move around and to finally relieve myself, but I stilled when I felt a warm arm wrapped around my waist. Skin contact prevented only by the comforter.

It's grip unrelenting and only tightened further when I tried to move it from around me.

Tingles shot through my body the moment I made contact with his arm around my waist. Still as warm as before. I stiffened as the memories came flooding back to me.

I felt the heat in my cheeks begin to flare back to life as my brain continued playing the events of what happened.

Elian. My mate. My powerful mate. I couldn't get over it. I still can't comprehend it. I may not be able to feel what he feels about me right now, but I can see it.

In the way he wanted to scent me. In most scenting scenarios, it was to find the fastest way to drown each other in the scent of one another.

He did it in the most intimate of ways. One of the most potent ways. One of the more time consuming ways. I remembered how his hands were all over my body. He left virtually no skin unkissed or untouched.

How he unconsciously pushed my insecurities away by not allowing me the space to think about it and it drive me insane. I felt so needy.

No. I was needy for him. He made me feel so submissive. It's not a feeling that I want to feel. I felt like it made me weak.

But with Elian, in that moment, I felt everything, but weak. I found power in the fact that I can make him feel good too.

When he stripped me bare before him, I remember how self conscious I felt. As his lustful silver eyes took in the sight of me. How I still feel like I'm not enough.

I was terrified that he wouldn't like what he saw. What kind of wolf couldn't keep their mate around for more than a night?

What kind of Alpha?

He made it his mission to show me how beautiful I was laid before him. And I absolutely reveled in it. It was such a selfish thing to do, but I feel like I needed it.

It just scratches a part of my brain I never even knew that I had.

I'm not entirely sure about how comfortable I am with the feelings that I have or some of things that may end up coming with it.